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I HATE YOU I HATE HIM I HATE EVERY THING! EVERYTHING IS MEANT TO DISTROY ME! iM NOT MEANT TO BE HAPPY... WHEN I FINALLY GET HAPPY SUMTHEN RUINS IT ALL! ONE PERSON CAN MAKE ME SOOO GREAT AND THAT SAME PERSON JUST KILLED ME AND BROKE MY HEART... LET IT BE KNOWN IF YOU CAN DIE FROM I BROKEN HEART, I WONT WAKE UP TOMARROW...! I NEVER EVER THOUGHT NETHING COULD HURT THIS BAD... AND YET I STILL FIND MYSELF THINKING " I LOVE HIM THO" WHY?!?! D*MN it WHY?!?! DEATH, AND UNHAPPINESS IS ALL THAT CONSUMES MY THOUGHTS... NUTHEN CAN BREAK THE SHELL I HAVE PLACED MYSELF IN, CUZ EVERYTHING IS A LIE, AND EVERYONE TELLS THEM... LOVE ISNT A REAL THING ITS JUS SUMTHEN PEOPLE SAY TO GET WHAT THEY CAN GET.... AND IM JUS THE DUMB LIL FOOL WHO BELIEVES IT!
IM GONE
IM GONE