LONLEY
Heres the deal...
I woke up thinken "Oh boy Valentines Day... This is gunna stink" Then it looked as if things were gunna go good... I got 3 carnations 1) from Blaine another from Sarah and yeah I bought myself one, well jus say thats from Appy! I wuz really happy.... Then I had to come home~
Honestly, all the gifts are great... Flowers, candy, stuffed animals... I liek em all
But one think I wanted I dont get... I wanted a phone call... I dont think thats too much to ask for, but yeah- I guess you cant get what you want >__<
Ive never felt so low EVER... All I asked for outta this LOST relationship was a call ever now and then... And email, sum IMs ya kno??? Nothin that cost nething... Jus enough to show he cared... a lil
But No... INSTEAD I find out hes moving to CALI! WEDNES DAY! Holy CRAP! I swear to god... Im never erver trusting another male.. Guess they R all the same... Maybee! I dunno
OMG- I really cant believe this! I was soo excited thinken hed call me today... NO! Im just a STUPID LOVE SICK LIL GIRL! Everybody knew what he was doing... EVERYONE but me... I really loved him... Ive never loved nebody b4... But I loved him... And thought he loved me too...
Jesus How can you look at sumone, kiss them, figh for them, say they mean the world to you, cry your last night together, Make sumbody feel soo special then jus drop them? Am I the only person who gets hurt by this? I thought I knew him.... Guess not... Guess I was jus sum stupid make out doll... Maybe tahts all Im worth...
A fried says move on.... Yeah TRYING! Everything is jus gone... >< Im really hurt... But you dont care do U ? Prolly not, so Im gone... Im prolly just wasting tym neways..
For those of you who do read this... Thanx... For the ones in FL who chose not to 4get me double thanx!
For those of you who got flowers and thingz for me triple thanx! lol yeah thats a fake laugh, but w/e.. Man Im emo today, but now I have a reason! But Ill go on...
Ill be fine..
. Everybodys heart gets broken....
Even mine!
Much love
I woke up thinken "Oh boy Valentines Day... This is gunna stink" Then it looked as if things were gunna go good... I got 3 carnations 1) from Blaine another from Sarah and yeah I bought myself one, well jus say thats from Appy! I wuz really happy.... Then I had to come home~
Honestly, all the gifts are great... Flowers, candy, stuffed animals... I liek em all
But one think I wanted I dont get... I wanted a phone call... I dont think thats too much to ask for, but yeah- I guess you cant get what you want >__<
Ive never felt so low EVER... All I asked for outta this LOST relationship was a call ever now and then... And email, sum IMs ya kno??? Nothin that cost nething... Jus enough to show he cared... a lil
But No... INSTEAD I find out hes moving to CALI! WEDNES DAY! Holy CRAP! I swear to god... Im never erver trusting another male.. Guess they R all the same... Maybee! I dunno
OMG- I really cant believe this! I was soo excited thinken hed call me today... NO! Im just a STUPID LOVE SICK LIL GIRL! Everybody knew what he was doing... EVERYONE but me... I really loved him... Ive never loved nebody b4... But I loved him... And thought he loved me too...
Jesus How can you look at sumone, kiss them, figh for them, say they mean the world to you, cry your last night together, Make sumbody feel soo special then jus drop them? Am I the only person who gets hurt by this? I thought I knew him.... Guess not... Guess I was jus sum stupid make out doll... Maybe tahts all Im worth...
A fried says move on.... Yeah TRYING! Everything is jus gone... >< Im really hurt... But you dont care do U ? Prolly not, so Im gone... Im prolly just wasting tym neways..
For those of you who do read this... Thanx... For the ones in FL who chose not to 4get me double thanx!
For those of you who got flowers and thingz for me triple thanx! lol yeah thats a fake laugh, but w/e.. Man Im emo today, but now I have a reason! But Ill go on...
Ill be fine..
. Everybodys heart gets broken....
Even mine!
Much love