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Have you ever felt liek you were fighting w/yourself? Liek u thought one thing one minute and the nest thing another minute! Grrr I hate that feeling! Ive been there all day. Just kinda dazed and confused (lol awesome movie eh appy?!) No but really Ive been outta it today. I just dont kno what feeling and thoughts are good or bad nemore... U kno what I mean? Like one day Im happy, then I talk to certain people and I get all depressed... Guess its all part of the letting go process, but I still cant figure out if Im pose to let go or not >_< Sum days I want to other days I wanna go back where I was. Life wuz simple and perfect in FL. Everything seemed to be GREAT and I never realized it! Now its like a big smack of reality! I DONT LIKE IT! Newayz I figured out why Im haven "guy problems" 1) I compare everyone to JT 2) and the biggest I honestly think Im afraid of feelingthat way again! U kno? Being in love, or thinking im in love! Im afraid of getten messed up in it... Grr I dunno what Im think Im outty love ya lots buhy bye
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I love everyone!!! lol...
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I love everyone!!! lol...