Nov 03, 2005 00:59
today has over all been bad...tonight has been the worst...something about a migrane...bad convo on the phone, and throwing up just tops off a terrible day. I dunno that I'll be at school tomorrow...I dunno that I'd want to be either. I'm screwing up so much...so terribly bad. Damn it I hate giving 2 shits. But yea so right now I feel like shit...have been crying, throwing up, and yea that's that.
Tomorrow I might get taken off this damn medicine...stupid Effexor or w/e new antidepressant they got me on...does the same thing to me all the other did...makes me shake...said if it happens tomorrow they'll change the med. GOOD...
Anyway gunna TRY to sleep...hopefully I dont throw up anymore