May 07, 2004 18:04
For some reason, I seem to have trouble doing what's best for myself. I think I get caught up in the moment too much, and I've become accustomed to acting on a whim. I don't think I want to change, either. Having the freedom to do something merely because I want to is the greatest thing in the world. Everyone should be able to act in such a manner.
Anyway, this is about me not going to bed at all again last night. I stayed up all night playing 'Mega Man Battle Network.' Every time I stay up, I wind up getting to bed at noon or some such silly time, and I get up at 4:00 PM or so, and I'm miserable throughout the night. That misery is my lesson learned; that being, I should not stay up so late. That never seems to stay in mind, though, when I'm actually faced with the decision of whether or not I should stay up.
I didn't get to bed at all today (not even in the afternoon), but I think I'm better for it. No headache and foggy brain, and I'll just wind up getting to bed early, so I guess the ultimate lesson was not that I should get to bed at the usual time, but, rather, if one stays up all night and into the early morning, he should keep it going and not go to sleep until the next night. Maybe I am a little bit wiser today.
(and, yes, it was worth it; I enjoyed playing the game very much. I think I am going to go back to it right now.)
P.S.: All of your Naruto icons are incredibly neat, Cat.
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