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I want a show for Moosh and Lionel. Tara is interesting, but she's too messed up. Even Kate is beyond my scope of relating 93% of the time. Moosh is just so painfully normal and yet messed up and he tries so hard. I understand Moosh. Plus now there's Noah and the teenage drama, I love it so.
My head is a mess.
For awhile there I was ok. At least functional. Then after Mum and Rhi left (maybe even before they came) I lost it again. I have these plushies I intended to sew and some mini cupcakes that need decorating. I can't find the ribbon for the bows we talked about me making anyway. I started Okami-den and was going good, but even that I've set aside and let myself get lost in Pixiv for a while. A long while.
I'm disappointed and tired and frustrated. Its all retarded little shit that means nothing. Its too late for everything. And all I need is what I'll never get. I can't even get a day.
My head is a mess.
For awhile there I was ok. At least functional. Then after Mum and Rhi left (maybe even before they came) I lost it again. I have these plushies I intended to sew and some mini cupcakes that need decorating. I can't find the ribbon for the bows we talked about me making anyway. I started Okami-den and was going good, but even that I've set aside and let myself get lost in Pixiv for a while. A long while.
I'm disappointed and tired and frustrated. Its all retarded little shit that means nothing. Its too late for everything. And all I need is what I'll never get. I can't even get a day.