A bit down before Fiesta Texas...
Sigh I get so upset with the expectations of those around me. They don't seem concerned with what is in my heart and what I want to do with my life and "degree"...
My degree is a bachelors in English with a minor in communications. However, I have no interest in teaching or writing or further studying the language.
Anyone who knows me knows my lifelong dream and ambition is to go to japan. It's finally coming into focus, perhaps in a year or less. I also want to live there and work there one day...or go to college to study the language or culture. Dual citizenship would be wonderful...
But see no one seems to understand or support me so it's all on me to do this. They also say cruel stereotypes about things, foods, cultures, people I love...I hate hate it. I could spout cruel things about others but that's not respectful.
And is it wrong to not believe in god and Jesus? I am spiritual and am looking into Shinto... And I was told I was wrong for not saying the pledge of allegiance of America today...is that wrong?? ;_;
Sigh I need to get this out of my mind for fiesta Texas tomorrow....ja matta ne.
My degree is a bachelors in English with a minor in communications. However, I have no interest in teaching or writing or further studying the language.
Anyone who knows me knows my lifelong dream and ambition is to go to japan. It's finally coming into focus, perhaps in a year or less. I also want to live there and work there one day...or go to college to study the language or culture. Dual citizenship would be wonderful...
But see no one seems to understand or support me so it's all on me to do this. They also say cruel stereotypes about things, foods, cultures, people I love...I hate hate it. I could spout cruel things about others but that's not respectful.
And is it wrong to not believe in god and Jesus? I am spiritual and am looking into Shinto... And I was told I was wrong for not saying the pledge of allegiance of America today...is that wrong?? ;_;
Sigh I need to get this out of my mind for fiesta Texas tomorrow....ja matta ne.