(no subject)
so basically, im an a-hole. i dont think before i speak and i really hurt the people (more like 1 person lately) that i love the most. :( i really need to work on that....
i hope you realize that i love you more than anyone or anything else in this world and i would never do nething to hurt you intentionally. i am a total retard and im really starting to effect your life in a negative way when im supposed to be the one who lifts you up, not brings you down. you are so wonderful and amazing to me and i am so unworthy of you and your love.
i went to pick up my clothes today from buckle with katie.... her outfit was much cuter than mine tho... :-\ the lady there picked them out, and she totally picked out an outfit for me that katie would wear and an outfit for katie that i would wear. lol... it sucked, but she was really cool so i didnt wanna say anything. then me, katie, n scott went to fredericks to look for a garter for me for banquet, and katie looked at jewelry for prom at icing next door. my cutie pie bf bought me my fave smoothie ever n was gonna surprise me, but i ruined it by coming into the food court too early.
what can i say....? im an asshole n hes a sweetheart. :(
just to let everyone know, i dont post anonymous comments.. like ever. bc im not chicken to leave my name. i dont talk shit anymore bc i dont think theres a point to it. it only gets people in trouble n brings me down, and i dont need anymore stress in my life... especially not from something like bringing other people down. so im gonna try super hard to watch what i say and who i say it to, bc lately ive been hurting peoples feelings unintentionally, but it still hurts nonetheless... :(
i need to get goin to bed now.... im really tired and dizzzzy (again) for some odd reason... that keeps happening lately. idk why tho.... :-\
goodnight all...
i love you with all my heart. ive run out of cute things to say about how much i love you, bc i dont think the word love is strong enough to explain how much i really do love and care about you. love is too strong to be downsized by some words, and so i guess i can just leave it at that. i..... ___________ you.... (theres no word to put in that blank to sum up how strongly i feel for you, so i left it blank) <3 youre my life.