I envy you. You may not see it, but so many people care about you and you have close friendships with certain people that I wish I had. Plus you have a dad. He gives you money, you have a car, you have a lot of freedom, you get included in a lot of stuff that I don't get included in. You are lucky.
I couldn't decide whether to post this with my lj or not, but I think I'll stick with anonymous - it adds mystery ;) I love you too. I think the problem with boys is that they can't fuck themselves. If they could, they'd be a ton mellower and less perverted. LOL does that make sense? You know what I've decided his initials stand for? Retarded Asshole Shithead. Ha. Ha. He must die.
lol..... he has too many names to make up something that his initial stood for. lol. if they could fuck themselves, i dont think they would ever need girls. lol. boys.....
I have never had a boyfriend or been kissed, at least not for real. And this isn't connected to my previous confession, but I have attempted suicide 3 times. And sometimes I find myself flirting with people I don't like. I suck. I have this feeling that I will fail in my future and end up screwed and be stuck in a miserable life. Wow this confession thing is a good idea! It's nice to get it off my chest! Thanks Bryce!
Well i gave a HUGE confession (for me at leats lol) so i thought id pass along the favor. Also, thank you for trusting me with this info. I should have trusted you before with what i said tonight, but you know me and trust.
Ah yes, you and trust. I know the relationship well. Don't worry about it. Me, I tell everyone about stuff that happens to me, which is not good. Major backfiring. I try to not tell people so much anymore. The suicide info came out a few months ago but before that nobody knew. I told people about the whole rejection thing in order to make it less embarrassing for me I think. I figured if I could laugh it off, it wouldn't hurt. I was wrong. But I know I can trust you with important stuff. I feel like a big joke most of the time now. I open my mouth without thinking and say stuff that I shouldn't. I will work on it though. My big mouth will always tell you things though. =)
I feel bad about our past. I hate that we lost contact, you were one of my best friends. I know what initially drove us apart, and I'm sorry I went down that path. I wish we hadn't fought so much after that, because we might have still been in contact today. I'd like to make amends with you, you're the only one from LA who isn't a whore, a drug addict, an uncaring superficial person who pretends to be my friend. In short, you're the only real person. At least you don't seem like any of the things I mentioned from your posts haha. You seem like the friends I have at college, who are so much better than my lycee clique ever was. Damn I guess I ruined the anonymity. Anyway, I'd like us to be friends again. I miss you.
Yeah, youre the only one whos been commenting on all my past posts. Lol. I know who you are. I'm the biggest whore, drug addict and uncaring superficial person you'll ever meet. Just kidding. Yeah, it would be cool to be friends again. Alot has changed though, it seems as if we are both totally different people. I know that I am. I think that we can be friends as those different people though.
I'm a bit confused about your icons and such. You have a lot of gay/lesbian iconography, but I believe you are totally straight and even very religious? What are your thoughts/beliefs on this subject matter?
This question makes me nervous, seeing as I don't know who you are.
I guess you could say that I express what I like in my icons. Two of my favorite shows are Queer as Folk and The L Word. Yes, Queer as Folk is about gay men and The L Word is about lesbian women. Do I think that liking these shows mean I am a lesbian? No. I think that liking The L word makes me a lesbian as much as liking Queer as Folk makes me a gay man. It doesn't.
I believe that if two people are in love, then they should be with eachother, no matter their gender. I believe that the goverment should not step in and dictate who a person has the right to marry. What happened to all that equal rights shit? I call it shit because I think thats exactly what it is. Its something the government came up with to pretend like everyone was being granted the same rights as the person living down the street from them. Everyone is equal, no matter their race, religion, sex, etc. What happened to sexual orientation? Are homosexuals not people? Are they not like everybody else
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Boys can go fuck themselves. Lol.
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I'm the biggest whore, drug addict and uncaring superficial person you'll ever meet. Just kidding.
Yeah, it would be cool to be friends again. Alot has changed though, it seems as if we are both totally different people. I know that I am. I think that we can be friends as those different people though.
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I guess you could say that I express what I like in my icons. Two of my favorite shows are Queer as Folk and The L Word. Yes, Queer as Folk is about gay men and The L Word is about lesbian women. Do I think that liking these shows mean I am a lesbian? No. I think that liking The L word makes me a lesbian as much as liking Queer as Folk makes me a gay man. It doesn't.
I believe that if two people are in love, then they should be with eachother, no matter their gender. I believe that the goverment should not step in and dictate who a person has the right to marry. What happened to all that equal rights shit? I call it shit because I think thats exactly what it is. Its something the government came up with to pretend like everyone was being granted the same rights as the person living down the street from them. Everyone is equal, no matter their race, religion, sex, etc. What happened to sexual orientation? Are homosexuals not people? Are they not like everybody else ( ... )
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