Life's a bitch
Well, Lately I have been having this feeling... ya know, one of THOSE feelings... Where you know it will probably turn out that way... or you are super wrong... anyway, I keep getting the feeling that I won't be seeing Les for a really long time, like months... Lately I feel like he is avoiding me and olny comes around to go to the farm or something... I have had these feelings in the past, well feelings like he doesn't really care about me anymore, and even after I told him I still felt that way. It seems like anything I do annoys him to the point of anger and he doesn't want to talk or even listen to me anymore. To shut me up he just uses that "Yes Dear..." blank expression I don't want to listen or put up with your crap anymore, if you say one more word I think I might have to kill you slowly answer... I guess that should have a hyphen in it huh? Oh well.. anyways... I don't know what to do, he spends less and less time talking to me, even if we spend an hour on the phone, about 10 minutes of it are actual talk, the rest is silence... This is how it sounds...
"Hello?"
"Hey, what's up?"
"Nothing much, you"
"Eh, nothing, (insert action here, i.e. watching TV)"
"Oh, sounds like fun"
"Eh, yeah, I guess"
"How do you feel?"
"Ok I guess, you?"
"Not too bad"
That's good"
"Yeah..."
Silence....
5-10 minutes later
"What are you doing?"
"Nothing, you?"
"Nothing, you bored?"
"Yeah"
Silence...
"What are you up to?"
"Nothing, you?"
"Nothing really"
"Ok"
Silence...
"Well, I got to go, you want me to call you later?"
"Sure, if you want"
"Ok, bye"
"Bye..."
And that's about it, boring huh? We never talk about anything. And don't even get me started when one of us is in a bad mood... then all questions are snippy and short... and there is the occational "What's wrong?" "Nothing..." "Well it doesn't sound that way, is everything ok?" "Yeah..."
What am I going to do?
"Hello?"
"Hey, what's up?"
"Nothing much, you"
"Eh, nothing, (insert action here, i.e. watching TV)"
"Oh, sounds like fun"
"Eh, yeah, I guess"
"How do you feel?"
"Ok I guess, you?"
"Not too bad"
That's good"
"Yeah..."
Silence....
5-10 minutes later
"What are you doing?"
"Nothing, you?"
"Nothing, you bored?"
"Yeah"
Silence...
"What are you up to?"
"Nothing, you?"
"Nothing really"
"Ok"
Silence...
"Well, I got to go, you want me to call you later?"
"Sure, if you want"
"Ok, bye"
"Bye..."
And that's about it, boring huh? We never talk about anything. And don't even get me started when one of us is in a bad mood... then all questions are snippy and short... and there is the occational "What's wrong?" "Nothing..." "Well it doesn't sound that way, is everything ok?" "Yeah..."
What am I going to do?