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Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all the words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you
She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn’t feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!
You want her, you need her
And yet you don’t believe her when she said her love is dead
You think she needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!
You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now he’s gone
She doesn’t need him
Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be time when all the things she said will fil your head
You won’t forget her
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!
I told EL today that I need to fall in love with him back again.
i had a pretty vile day. i slept in, my parents had a go at me for that. had breakfast. my parents had a go at me for not fixing EL's problems. Went shopping. Came back. Dad told me i used to be intelligent, and he used to have a lot of ambition for me, but now he could see i wasnt really going to achieve much. i ran out the back and cried, and EL told me i shouldnt provoke my father, and that he was right. then mum came in and told me to stop being a baby.
apparantly in our family, 2 university degrees, about 5 national writing awards, having had a play i wrote put on at the victorian arts center, the ability to speak 2 and read three languages doesnt count as having achieved much. However, were i to have worked my way from cleaning a factory floor to answering the phone, they may possibly be proud of me.
its like how my father told me that my marks in year 12 suffered from my apparant alcohol abuse. i got a UAI of 95.5.
i hate being an only child.
So i went out to see the horses, who loved me and hugged me and kissed me on the head. fozzie held me with his neck like he does and rested his teeth on my head, just to show me how much he loves me. Sheba saw me pat another horse in the paddock, Jack, and shot me a deadly evil look. then wouldnt let me pat her bye. so i followed her, and she let me hug her. she needs riding. she gets sad everytine i leave her.
got back, played worms with EL. went for a walk with mum and dad, lots of lightening, and then a storm came over and al the birds were scared, flying and wheeling around us. Mum and Dad were nice to me. I know they just expect a lot of me.
i hate being an only child.
we watched a great dvd with our lovely dinner of lemon sesame barramundi and salad. it's called How the West Was Won. Everyone said i look like CArol Baker, who is in it.
we had to stop th edvd because EL had another attack. Mum and Dad are watching a movie with Bruce willis in it, Mercury Rising or something. Iv seen it before.
I cant wait to see Brokeback Mountain with Ex Ex.
i need to get away from my family!
You find that all the words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you
She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn’t feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!
You want her, you need her
And yet you don’t believe her when she said her love is dead
You think she needs you
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!
You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now he’s gone
She doesn’t need him
Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be time when all the things she said will fil your head
You won’t forget her
And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!
I told EL today that I need to fall in love with him back again.
i had a pretty vile day. i slept in, my parents had a go at me for that. had breakfast. my parents had a go at me for not fixing EL's problems. Went shopping. Came back. Dad told me i used to be intelligent, and he used to have a lot of ambition for me, but now he could see i wasnt really going to achieve much. i ran out the back and cried, and EL told me i shouldnt provoke my father, and that he was right. then mum came in and told me to stop being a baby.
apparantly in our family, 2 university degrees, about 5 national writing awards, having had a play i wrote put on at the victorian arts center, the ability to speak 2 and read three languages doesnt count as having achieved much. However, were i to have worked my way from cleaning a factory floor to answering the phone, they may possibly be proud of me.
its like how my father told me that my marks in year 12 suffered from my apparant alcohol abuse. i got a UAI of 95.5.
i hate being an only child.
So i went out to see the horses, who loved me and hugged me and kissed me on the head. fozzie held me with his neck like he does and rested his teeth on my head, just to show me how much he loves me. Sheba saw me pat another horse in the paddock, Jack, and shot me a deadly evil look. then wouldnt let me pat her bye. so i followed her, and she let me hug her. she needs riding. she gets sad everytine i leave her.
got back, played worms with EL. went for a walk with mum and dad, lots of lightening, and then a storm came over and al the birds were scared, flying and wheeling around us. Mum and Dad were nice to me. I know they just expect a lot of me.
i hate being an only child.
we watched a great dvd with our lovely dinner of lemon sesame barramundi and salad. it's called How the West Was Won. Everyone said i look like CArol Baker, who is in it.
we had to stop th edvd because EL had another attack. Mum and Dad are watching a movie with Bruce willis in it, Mercury Rising or something. Iv seen it before.
I cant wait to see Brokeback Mountain with Ex Ex.
i need to get away from my family!