random thoughts.
im lost i think i need to find myself; is it possible to be numb to life? when nothing phases me anymore.
katy im scared. thank you for the pep talk.
raychel hayez i love you we need to spend more one on one time together.
*always cry with your head up* right?
daddy i miss you.
growing up doesnt always mean growing apart (i hope)
i dont want to pretend that everything is ok, but then again i need to fix things for myself. i cant look you in the eye and tell you that im not scared, because im terrified. all these what if's are running through my mind. what if were growing apart, what if one day you wont need me anymore, what would i do without you. i take you for granted, but not lately. i swear to you, i love you, and your always running through my thoughts. i need reasurance.
i guess there is no telling what may come. one step at a time. thats all it is.
katy im scared. thank you for the pep talk.
raychel hayez i love you we need to spend more one on one time together.
*always cry with your head up* right?
daddy i miss you.
growing up doesnt always mean growing apart (i hope)
i dont want to pretend that everything is ok, but then again i need to fix things for myself. i cant look you in the eye and tell you that im not scared, because im terrified. all these what if's are running through my mind. what if were growing apart, what if one day you wont need me anymore, what would i do without you. i take you for granted, but not lately. i swear to you, i love you, and your always running through my thoughts. i need reasurance.
i guess there is no telling what may come. one step at a time. thats all it is.