Love & Marriage!!!
The past few weeks have been interesting in so many different ways.
1) I managed to tell mark that i loved him, even though 6 months ago i was still convinced that i would never love again after my ex had broken my heart 3 years ago, and i may not express my feelings most of the time but when i do people know that what i say, is what i mean!
2) I was playing my favourite playstation game which happens to be Crash Team Racing, when i started to think about marriage, and its like iv never actually properly thought about what my BIG day would be really like, so i started to make a mental list of who id want at my wedding and who would be all the important people, to help the wedding go smoothly. Well... i want my sister to be a bridesmaid and obviously i cant tell her right now seen as she's in italy but i hope she'll say yes, an i kno she doesn't intend on getting married but id like her to be part of my BIG day! And i, also want cat n fi to be my other bridesmaids seen as they are my girly mates and they're the people i can turn to if i have girly problems, i also want my friend shelley to be a bridesmaid coz me n her met in france year and we both clicked , ahh she's lovely n i love her to bits! Also, i knew i was never going to get sam, into a dress, so iv asked her to be my ring bearer and she sed she'd be honoured so i was very happy wen she accepted and obviously had to give her a cyber hug seen as we were tlking over msn. AND.. I kind of just blurted it out to mark earlier tonight that i want to marry him, and i dunno if it was the right thing to do, but it felt right so thats why i sed it and obviously because i love him and i want to spend the rest of my life with him!
3) sleep deprivation, well while i was in france, i realised that i loved mark but didnt tell him straight away because it didnt feel right and i lay in my bed at night and just think about him and cant stop thinking about him and what we'll be like wen were older and stuff. so ever since iv been back from france iv had sleep deprivation because im in love! which in some ways is a good thing, and then the bad bit coz i would just kill for a good nights sleep, hopefully i'll get some sleep at camp!
4) ooohhhh.. CAMP, CAMP, CAMP. LAst year camp was absolutely amazing and probably one of the best summers iv ever had, but its not like anything really big happened it was just the fact that i made the most coolest of friends and evn thou i broke practicallye every rule while on camp, i loved every minute of it and didnt care about being told off, coz i was having fun! This year is going to be different, coz im not going to get with a guy this year, coz obviously i have mark, but im going to enjoy my self and make the most kwliest friends! But obviously most probably still break alot of the rules, because... hum.. im a REBEL!!! hee hee haa haa!!!!
anyways i must go n feed SAM & ANDI (the snails not the people) seen as they havent eaten today and i also have loads to do tonight.
nite x x
1) I managed to tell mark that i loved him, even though 6 months ago i was still convinced that i would never love again after my ex had broken my heart 3 years ago, and i may not express my feelings most of the time but when i do people know that what i say, is what i mean!
2) I was playing my favourite playstation game which happens to be Crash Team Racing, when i started to think about marriage, and its like iv never actually properly thought about what my BIG day would be really like, so i started to make a mental list of who id want at my wedding and who would be all the important people, to help the wedding go smoothly. Well... i want my sister to be a bridesmaid and obviously i cant tell her right now seen as she's in italy but i hope she'll say yes, an i kno she doesn't intend on getting married but id like her to be part of my BIG day! And i, also want cat n fi to be my other bridesmaids seen as they are my girly mates and they're the people i can turn to if i have girly problems, i also want my friend shelley to be a bridesmaid coz me n her met in france year and we both clicked , ahh she's lovely n i love her to bits! Also, i knew i was never going to get sam, into a dress, so iv asked her to be my ring bearer and she sed she'd be honoured so i was very happy wen she accepted and obviously had to give her a cyber hug seen as we were tlking over msn. AND.. I kind of just blurted it out to mark earlier tonight that i want to marry him, and i dunno if it was the right thing to do, but it felt right so thats why i sed it and obviously because i love him and i want to spend the rest of my life with him!
3) sleep deprivation, well while i was in france, i realised that i loved mark but didnt tell him straight away because it didnt feel right and i lay in my bed at night and just think about him and cant stop thinking about him and what we'll be like wen were older and stuff. so ever since iv been back from france iv had sleep deprivation because im in love! which in some ways is a good thing, and then the bad bit coz i would just kill for a good nights sleep, hopefully i'll get some sleep at camp!
4) ooohhhh.. CAMP, CAMP, CAMP. LAst year camp was absolutely amazing and probably one of the best summers iv ever had, but its not like anything really big happened it was just the fact that i made the most coolest of friends and evn thou i broke practicallye every rule while on camp, i loved every minute of it and didnt care about being told off, coz i was having fun! This year is going to be different, coz im not going to get with a guy this year, coz obviously i have mark, but im going to enjoy my self and make the most kwliest friends! But obviously most probably still break alot of the rules, because... hum.. im a REBEL!!! hee hee haa haa!!!!
anyways i must go n feed SAM & ANDI (the snails not the people) seen as they havent eaten today and i also have loads to do tonight.
nite x x