how i really feel
I feel like I mean nothing to anyone to be honest. Whenever my life gets bad or I have a bad day I'm always put to the side and told the same thing I'll get back to you. It never happens I don't get why people just can't say hey your always down I hate and you so just leave me alone until you get better. I'm still dumb enough to think that they will get back to me. It never happens I have no idea why I keep giving them a chance. I love you isn't more the words to me anymore since that's they way people use them anymore. Its not how they feel about you or towards you. Its just another way for them to find a way to hurt you or rip you up from the inside out. Like they really care? Its funny how music can take you back to when you were free of what your going though now. How I miss those days. I have no idea where this mood came from really. One min I was ok then I started writing about my ex and crap and now I just want to crawl up in bed and sleep the rest of my life away. To bad that's not an option.