I feel like dying...
I dont feel normal...
I wanna leave....
I wanna die...
But I wont do it...
I cant do it...
I promised...
I want the blood...
But I promised...
Im sorry...
I wish you were here right now...
I really need you..
I feel so confused...
Hunny, I need your help...
I wanna tell you things...
I wanna talk to you..
I need you to stop me right now..
I am praying for the blood...
You know its hard for me to resist...
Why are you working so late..
Baby, I really need some help..
WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU???!!!
Danmit...no one listens...
I need to get away...
But I cant leave yet...
Im so close...
I want to taste the blood...
But I know I cant...
It would tear you apart...
Sweety, I love you..
You know I promised...
Im trying so hard...
I just dont know what to do...
Its only like 9:30 or so..
I cant last this long..
If i dont do it now...
Im afraid Ill do it in school...
I wish you were coming home earlier..
You could prolly save me..
I need you hunny, I really do..
But no one understands..
Please...
Oh someone please...
I need him hear with me...
Send him home..
I need him home..
I need to talk to him...
I have to tell him...
I need to tell him everything..
Im so gonna cry...
Zach- This is all for you..I need you here right now baby, i do soo bad damnit...oh so bad...Ill try to make it, i will try my damnedest..I promise hunny....and im trying...trying my lil ass off.. I just hope i can last atleast until i get home from school to talk with you...but hunny, i dont know if i can..I am gonna go.. love you soo much baby, Kayla...
To the rest of this bleh day I have had..: My dad has said that if i prove myself, he will seriously think about letting me get my lip pierced (finally), but no promises though...which is most likely a yes :D big yays!!! My cousin met the kid she likes...it was weird...his ex girl was following him around like a doggie...But yeah..I hat going to school, i could so just leave school now and not need any more of it that i cant learn from home... I hate this shit..I hate it..I wanna leave..damnit...FUCK IT! IM SO FUCKING DONE..IM FED UP!!! ITS DONE..LEAVE ME ALONE...THIS SHIT IS GAY! I HATE IT.....whatever...later
I wanna leave....
I wanna die...
But I wont do it...
I cant do it...
I promised...
I want the blood...
But I promised...
Im sorry...
I wish you were here right now...
I really need you..
I feel so confused...
Hunny, I need your help...
I wanna tell you things...
I wanna talk to you..
I need you to stop me right now..
I am praying for the blood...
You know its hard for me to resist...
Why are you working so late..
Baby, I really need some help..
WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU???!!!
Danmit...no one listens...
I need to get away...
But I cant leave yet...
Im so close...
I want to taste the blood...
But I know I cant...
It would tear you apart...
Sweety, I love you..
You know I promised...
Im trying so hard...
I just dont know what to do...
Its only like 9:30 or so..
I cant last this long..
If i dont do it now...
Im afraid Ill do it in school...
I wish you were coming home earlier..
You could prolly save me..
I need you hunny, I really do..
But no one understands..
Please...
Oh someone please...
I need him hear with me...
Send him home..
I need him home..
I need to talk to him...
I have to tell him...
I need to tell him everything..
Im so gonna cry...
Zach- This is all for you..I need you here right now baby, i do soo bad damnit...oh so bad...Ill try to make it, i will try my damnedest..I promise hunny....and im trying...trying my lil ass off.. I just hope i can last atleast until i get home from school to talk with you...but hunny, i dont know if i can..I am gonna go.. love you soo much baby, Kayla...
To the rest of this bleh day I have had..: My dad has said that if i prove myself, he will seriously think about letting me get my lip pierced (finally), but no promises though...which is most likely a yes :D big yays!!! My cousin met the kid she likes...it was weird...his ex girl was following him around like a doggie...But yeah..I hat going to school, i could so just leave school now and not need any more of it that i cant learn from home... I hate this shit..I hate it..I wanna leave..damnit...FUCK IT! IM SO FUCKING DONE..IM FED UP!!! ITS DONE..LEAVE ME ALONE...THIS SHIT IS GAY! I HATE IT.....whatever...later