This wont ever be over....
*X*on the verge of tears and death*X*
I am so tired of this.
It is so annoying...
My life fucking sucks ass...
And the worst.....
No one even gives a shit...
No future??
What about the one with me??
You said there was one....
But then you tell me that all you see is me and you and thats all..
And next you say there is no future...
*X*wanting to be held*X*
I just fucking give up...
This is shit..
My shitty life..
My shitty home..
My shitty school...
My shitty hope...
My shitty dreams..
MY LIFE = SHIT and nothing but.
except for him.....
I so just...uh wanna get away..
But where i wanna go...
The one i love doesnt...
So is it run...and leave...
Or stay to keep the one thing i live for??
I love him, but I wanna leave..
I wanna take a trip...
Wanna go to somewhere else...
my love, just take me away...
*X*feeling worse about my life*X*
I dont wanna even wake up each day...
except for him...
Hes in my dreams...
My thoughts...
my mind...
I NEVER stop thinking about him...
NEVER
I will not leave him...
I promised...
*X*will NOT cut*X*
Cant i just die?
Wont that be better??
I just dont know anymore...
Only he lets me fly...
Man, Im so cold...
I feel nearer to the end..
I just wish I could run my blood...
But that....
I promised too..
You guys Im sorry...
But im done...
I hate this place...
As soon as i can...
I will get way...
*X*prays to feel better*X*
The best B-day present ever = to be able to be free...if only this was #18...Couldnt there be a different way for me to be free..
But hes leaving me for his......
*X*breaks down n cryz*X*
Just leave me alone while I die in my mind...my own little mind... dont worry baby...I still think of you...but I am nothing..I dont deserve you...I dont deserve anything...
*X*leaves to think about how i keep fucking it all up*X*
I am so tired of this.
It is so annoying...
My life fucking sucks ass...
And the worst.....
No one even gives a shit...
No future??
What about the one with me??
You said there was one....
But then you tell me that all you see is me and you and thats all..
And next you say there is no future...
*X*wanting to be held*X*
I just fucking give up...
This is shit..
My shitty life..
My shitty home..
My shitty school...
My shitty hope...
My shitty dreams..
MY LIFE = SHIT and nothing but.
except for him.....
I so just...uh wanna get away..
But where i wanna go...
The one i love doesnt...
So is it run...and leave...
Or stay to keep the one thing i live for??
I love him, but I wanna leave..
I wanna take a trip...
Wanna go to somewhere else...
my love, just take me away...
*X*feeling worse about my life*X*
I dont wanna even wake up each day...
except for him...
Hes in my dreams...
My thoughts...
my mind...
I NEVER stop thinking about him...
NEVER
I will not leave him...
I promised...
*X*will NOT cut*X*
Cant i just die?
Wont that be better??
I just dont know anymore...
Only he lets me fly...
Man, Im so cold...
I feel nearer to the end..
I just wish I could run my blood...
But that....
I promised too..
You guys Im sorry...
But im done...
I hate this place...
As soon as i can...
I will get way...
*X*prays to feel better*X*
The best B-day present ever = to be able to be free...if only this was #18...Couldnt there be a different way for me to be free..
But hes leaving me for his......
*X*breaks down n cryz*X*
Just leave me alone while I die in my mind...my own little mind... dont worry baby...I still think of you...but I am nothing..I dont deserve you...I dont deserve anything...
*X*leaves to think about how i keep fucking it all up*X*