*you're all i wanted, you're all i neeeeeeeeded...*
So, everyone has been talking about the new page to update your journal on here, and I don't really like it, but who am I to say anything? And I'm eating some stale ass cheese popcorn...so nasty. Ok, so on to real stuff.
Well, it's been 2 months since I updated last, who's lazy? Nothing super exciting going on. Besides 2 things. 1.) Mine & John's 1 year anniversary...2.) My family moving. So, let's start with the better of the 2 which would be number 1, shall we?
Let me tell you, this past weekend was probably 1 of the best of my entire life, so far of course! John had something planned, but wouldn't tell me what, all I knew is that I had to be ready by 8 on Friday (our actual anniversary was Saturday the 25th). We went to eat at Olive Garden (mmm, love the breadsticks!!) and after that we headed to Sybaris. Now, I was totally sketchy about going there cause I had a totally different view of what it actually is. I was expecting some cheesy, creepy place...but it's the total opposite! I had SO much fun, I didn't wanna leave Sunday. Our room was so awesome & huge (it was like bigger than my condo, no lie) We had a whirlpool that was so big, i could actually lay down flat in it...we had a gigantic pool IN our room with a waterfall, how cool is that? AND it had a jacuzzi attached to it, I was in heaven. Anyway, Friday night we just took it easy...did alot of swimming and talking and just goofing around. Saturday..we woke up, layed around for a little bit, did some more swimming, ate our leftovers, haha...opened presents, now I didn't want him to get me anything, I mean our room for those 2 nights was enough alone (and expensive!) but, he ended up getting me Will & Grace on DVD (season 1+2), and this beautiful watch, I couldn't believe it when I saw it, it's gorgeous. I'm always complaining about my watch (that I got at Fossil), so he figured I needed a new one, ah I love it. But, as stupid as it sounds..I'm like scared to wear it cause I don't wanna mess it up, haha. And the card he got me was so sweet, especially the stuff he wrote inside, I love him. I ended up getting him the Star Wars Trilogy on DVD and then that boombox thing that you can use with the XM Satellite radio. I felt like such a cheapscate, but I had no idea what to get him. So, Saturday night we decided to go downtown...I love it down there, it is so pretty at night!! We got down there at like 9 and decided to go to the Cheesecake Factory, they've got good food and we're totally like not the 'fancy' restaurant type, so that was perfect. After that we just walked around for a little bit and then headed back. Sunday we just layed around (watched the Cubs game, haha) swam, swam, swam, went in the whirlpool (so relaxing!), and then we had to check out at 4:30 :o( I was so sad we had to go. We honestly had so much fun, it was totally relaxing to get away for a weekend, and it shows you don't have to go 'away' to have fun and relax. I definately have THE BEST boyfriend by far! :o)
Alright, so on to thing #2. So, yeah...my grandma decides to tell me on Thursday that her and my mom are looking for a house together because my grandma can't afford to live here and pay my mom's bills too. I was totally in shock over this cause there is no way in hell that I could live with all them (mom, gram, brother & sister) I would literally go clinically insane. I mean, the reasons make sense and everything and I totally see where they are comming from, but I don't wanna do this move. So, my grandma brought up the point about me & John moving into our condo...that would rock. But, me & him just need to really start saving if that's what we're going to do. The thing is, I don't make enough to save money, I pay like 2 bills every paycheck and I'm broke for the next 2 weeks, it's ridiculous. He can afford the place on his own, but I don't want him to pay for everything, I want a place of my own too. It's kinda like 50/50 on both ends right now, I don't wanna get my hopes up and have it not work out, you know? I mean me & John planned on getting a place together eventually, but we didn't think it'd be THIS soon. I don't know what to think really, I'm really upset about this, and it sucks. Living with him would make me the happiest and he knows that and I know he doesn't want to let me down, but I don't wanna force him into doing something he doesn't want to, you know? Bah, I hate even thinking about it cause then my mind starts racing, but I can't help it. I keep thinking 'where am I gonna be living in 6 months?' It's stupid to think that, but it's the honest to god truth. I can handle being here with my grandma, but I can't handle them all. Me & my mom don't really get along as it is, I would go nuts. They've already started to look for houses, just looking though...cause they don't even know what they can afford. I highly doubt they'll be out of here before the end of the year, but I'm sure it won't be too long after that. Ok, I'm tired of talking about this...if there's anything new, I'll post.
Hmm...what else. I really wanted to go see R.Kelly/Jay-Z, but tickets are a little too expensive for my liking, oh well. But, I AM going to see Avril Lavigne in November, so I'm definately excited about that! I'm actually digging Britney's remake of 'My Perogative'..I didn't really at first, but the more I listen, the more I like.
My birthday is only 2 months away!! Which means Christmas is 3 months away, ahhhhhh. Anyway, back to me...haha..1 more year before I'm 21, get excited!
Ok, I can't really think of anything else, my mind is boggled. I'll try to update a little more than once every 2 months.
PEACE!
Well, it's been 2 months since I updated last, who's lazy? Nothing super exciting going on. Besides 2 things. 1.) Mine & John's 1 year anniversary...2.) My family moving. So, let's start with the better of the 2 which would be number 1, shall we?
Let me tell you, this past weekend was probably 1 of the best of my entire life, so far of course! John had something planned, but wouldn't tell me what, all I knew is that I had to be ready by 8 on Friday (our actual anniversary was Saturday the 25th). We went to eat at Olive Garden (mmm, love the breadsticks!!) and after that we headed to Sybaris. Now, I was totally sketchy about going there cause I had a totally different view of what it actually is. I was expecting some cheesy, creepy place...but it's the total opposite! I had SO much fun, I didn't wanna leave Sunday. Our room was so awesome & huge (it was like bigger than my condo, no lie) We had a whirlpool that was so big, i could actually lay down flat in it...we had a gigantic pool IN our room with a waterfall, how cool is that? AND it had a jacuzzi attached to it, I was in heaven. Anyway, Friday night we just took it easy...did alot of swimming and talking and just goofing around. Saturday..we woke up, layed around for a little bit, did some more swimming, ate our leftovers, haha...opened presents, now I didn't want him to get me anything, I mean our room for those 2 nights was enough alone (and expensive!) but, he ended up getting me Will & Grace on DVD (season 1+2), and this beautiful watch, I couldn't believe it when I saw it, it's gorgeous. I'm always complaining about my watch (that I got at Fossil), so he figured I needed a new one, ah I love it. But, as stupid as it sounds..I'm like scared to wear it cause I don't wanna mess it up, haha. And the card he got me was so sweet, especially the stuff he wrote inside, I love him. I ended up getting him the Star Wars Trilogy on DVD and then that boombox thing that you can use with the XM Satellite radio. I felt like such a cheapscate, but I had no idea what to get him. So, Saturday night we decided to go downtown...I love it down there, it is so pretty at night!! We got down there at like 9 and decided to go to the Cheesecake Factory, they've got good food and we're totally like not the 'fancy' restaurant type, so that was perfect. After that we just walked around for a little bit and then headed back. Sunday we just layed around (watched the Cubs game, haha) swam, swam, swam, went in the whirlpool (so relaxing!), and then we had to check out at 4:30 :o( I was so sad we had to go. We honestly had so much fun, it was totally relaxing to get away for a weekend, and it shows you don't have to go 'away' to have fun and relax. I definately have THE BEST boyfriend by far! :o)
Alright, so on to thing #2. So, yeah...my grandma decides to tell me on Thursday that her and my mom are looking for a house together because my grandma can't afford to live here and pay my mom's bills too. I was totally in shock over this cause there is no way in hell that I could live with all them (mom, gram, brother & sister) I would literally go clinically insane. I mean, the reasons make sense and everything and I totally see where they are comming from, but I don't wanna do this move. So, my grandma brought up the point about me & John moving into our condo...that would rock. But, me & him just need to really start saving if that's what we're going to do. The thing is, I don't make enough to save money, I pay like 2 bills every paycheck and I'm broke for the next 2 weeks, it's ridiculous. He can afford the place on his own, but I don't want him to pay for everything, I want a place of my own too. It's kinda like 50/50 on both ends right now, I don't wanna get my hopes up and have it not work out, you know? I mean me & John planned on getting a place together eventually, but we didn't think it'd be THIS soon. I don't know what to think really, I'm really upset about this, and it sucks. Living with him would make me the happiest and he knows that and I know he doesn't want to let me down, but I don't wanna force him into doing something he doesn't want to, you know? Bah, I hate even thinking about it cause then my mind starts racing, but I can't help it. I keep thinking 'where am I gonna be living in 6 months?' It's stupid to think that, but it's the honest to god truth. I can handle being here with my grandma, but I can't handle them all. Me & my mom don't really get along as it is, I would go nuts. They've already started to look for houses, just looking though...cause they don't even know what they can afford. I highly doubt they'll be out of here before the end of the year, but I'm sure it won't be too long after that. Ok, I'm tired of talking about this...if there's anything new, I'll post.
Hmm...what else. I really wanted to go see R.Kelly/Jay-Z, but tickets are a little too expensive for my liking, oh well. But, I AM going to see Avril Lavigne in November, so I'm definately excited about that! I'm actually digging Britney's remake of 'My Perogative'..I didn't really at first, but the more I listen, the more I like.
My birthday is only 2 months away!! Which means Christmas is 3 months away, ahhhhhh. Anyway, back to me...haha..1 more year before I'm 21, get excited!
Ok, I can't really think of anything else, my mind is boggled. I'll try to update a little more than once every 2 months.
PEACE!