*on a monday i am waiting...*
1 word ... SWEEEEEEEEEEEP!!
So, the Cubs game was fucking AWESOME last night. That was by far the BEST game I have ever been to. It was 1-0, Cubs lead, the entire game, then the Sox scored a run in the top of the 9th...and the Cubs brought it home and the bottom...thank you Dusty for putting in Todd Walker! I'm telling you, from like the 5th inning on, everyone was so wound up, on their feet and clapping...it was unbelievable, I got chills so many times during the game. Needless to say, I had an awesome time, John did too, he said it was the best Cubs game he'd ever been to as well, I'm glad they won! I also found the pink Cubs jersey I was originally looking for (I rocked my other pink one last night though)...I was so excited when I found it in the Wrigleyville Sports store...isn't it cute?
Hmm..what else is new. Our cat is a fucking monster. She is so bad that I wanna take her back to the lady I got her from, haha, not really, but it would be nice. She totally has this biting problem and it's ridiculous. She went to the Vet yesterday to get her second round of shots, so luckily she was knocked out the rest of the day. I'm such a sucker for her though cause I won't yell at her or put her in her cage like John does ;x Oh well, I still love her! I don't think I ever posted pictures, so here is my Bella kitty...
This is when we first got her (sorry so blurry)..
Her & John..
Aww..
Her now...
I still wish I could find my scanner software cause I have cute pictures to scan, but I just decided to be the pollock that I am and just take a picture of the picture with my digital camera..bahahaha..
Me & my cousin Josh from Florida, can't really see..
Me in Florida (with Tink!)...
Magic Kingdom..
This was from the first Cubs game in May..(John's brother in law, John's sister, John, & Me)
Me & John..(his eyes are closed, loser)
Me, Kara, & John..(from Kara's bday)
Me & Tony..(from Kara's bday)
Bee, Daveon, Kara, Kelly, Danny, Tony, Mike, Me, John, & Steph..(from Kara's bday)
That's it for now. I wonder if I can download my scanner software from somewhere? I know exactly where the CD is, but I don't know where I put it. Does that make sense?
Still thinking...
Me & John are okay...we've kind grown out of that 'new love' stage, well I think he has, and it really sucks. It's kinda like we flip flopped...he's at where I was 6 months ago, and now I'm where he was at 6 months ago...follow? He says he doesn't love me any less, it's just that he's become 'secure' with our relationship and doesn't really worry about losing me, whatever happens, happens. Bah. I don't know, it's all so confusing. I know I need to change some things about myself and I think I'm getting there. I guess you really have to be secure with yourself before you can be secure with anything else, right? One step at a time I guess...
Going to see Jessica Simpson tomorrow with Josh & Felicia, pretty excited about that. Me & Josh went to Woodfield on Friday to look for a dress for me for this damn wedding I have to go to with John on the 23rd. I usually wouldn't freak out about it, but it's like a more dressy wedding..but I don't wanna be too dressed up or not dressed up enough, ya know? And I hate wearing dresses cause I have such a funny shaped body that I just don't look good in them, I used to dread when homecomings & prom would come around. So, I think I'm just gonna return the dress that I bought, and just get like a really dressy skirt and nice shirt, or a nice suit? I don't know, waaaaaah.
John sold the 'skivic'...I don't know why I'm way more upset than he is about it...that car had alot of memories (and not like that you nasty whores!) I don't know, it's weird.
Money sucks by the way.
July is a pretty busy month...more so, with him, than with me...but I'm apart of it nonetheless. This weekend was 4th of July & his nieces birthday; next weekend is his nephew's christening (his godson); the weekend after that is the bachelor party for that wedding; the weekend after that is the wedding; the weekend after that is the block party and his sister from seattle is comming in (only sister I have left to meet, haha). Pheeeeeeew, I don't care...I love that boy.
My grandma & aunt are leaving for St. Louis to visit my grandma's aunt & uncle on Thursday, and they're comming back on Sunday..4 days to myself!!!!!!! Maybe I'll have to throw a little get together? What do you guys think?
Um, I can't really think of anything else...everything else was pretty much random babbling! Hope everything is okay with everyone else, love you all!! :o)
So, the Cubs game was fucking AWESOME last night. That was by far the BEST game I have ever been to. It was 1-0, Cubs lead, the entire game, then the Sox scored a run in the top of the 9th...and the Cubs brought it home and the bottom...thank you Dusty for putting in Todd Walker! I'm telling you, from like the 5th inning on, everyone was so wound up, on their feet and clapping...it was unbelievable, I got chills so many times during the game. Needless to say, I had an awesome time, John did too, he said it was the best Cubs game he'd ever been to as well, I'm glad they won! I also found the pink Cubs jersey I was originally looking for (I rocked my other pink one last night though)...I was so excited when I found it in the Wrigleyville Sports store...isn't it cute?
Hmm..what else is new. Our cat is a fucking monster. She is so bad that I wanna take her back to the lady I got her from, haha, not really, but it would be nice. She totally has this biting problem and it's ridiculous. She went to the Vet yesterday to get her second round of shots, so luckily she was knocked out the rest of the day. I'm such a sucker for her though cause I won't yell at her or put her in her cage like John does ;x Oh well, I still love her! I don't think I ever posted pictures, so here is my Bella kitty...
This is when we first got her (sorry so blurry)..
Her & John..
Aww..
Her now...
I still wish I could find my scanner software cause I have cute pictures to scan, but I just decided to be the pollock that I am and just take a picture of the picture with my digital camera..bahahaha..
Me & my cousin Josh from Florida, can't really see..
Me in Florida (with Tink!)...
Magic Kingdom..
This was from the first Cubs game in May..(John's brother in law, John's sister, John, & Me)
Me & John..(his eyes are closed, loser)
Me, Kara, & John..(from Kara's bday)
Me & Tony..(from Kara's bday)
Bee, Daveon, Kara, Kelly, Danny, Tony, Mike, Me, John, & Steph..(from Kara's bday)
That's it for now. I wonder if I can download my scanner software from somewhere? I know exactly where the CD is, but I don't know where I put it. Does that make sense?
Still thinking...
Me & John are okay...we've kind grown out of that 'new love' stage, well I think he has, and it really sucks. It's kinda like we flip flopped...he's at where I was 6 months ago, and now I'm where he was at 6 months ago...follow? He says he doesn't love me any less, it's just that he's become 'secure' with our relationship and doesn't really worry about losing me, whatever happens, happens. Bah. I don't know, it's all so confusing. I know I need to change some things about myself and I think I'm getting there. I guess you really have to be secure with yourself before you can be secure with anything else, right? One step at a time I guess...
Going to see Jessica Simpson tomorrow with Josh & Felicia, pretty excited about that. Me & Josh went to Woodfield on Friday to look for a dress for me for this damn wedding I have to go to with John on the 23rd. I usually wouldn't freak out about it, but it's like a more dressy wedding..but I don't wanna be too dressed up or not dressed up enough, ya know? And I hate wearing dresses cause I have such a funny shaped body that I just don't look good in them, I used to dread when homecomings & prom would come around. So, I think I'm just gonna return the dress that I bought, and just get like a really dressy skirt and nice shirt, or a nice suit? I don't know, waaaaaah.
John sold the 'skivic'...I don't know why I'm way more upset than he is about it...that car had alot of memories (and not like that you nasty whores!) I don't know, it's weird.
Money sucks by the way.
July is a pretty busy month...more so, with him, than with me...but I'm apart of it nonetheless. This weekend was 4th of July & his nieces birthday; next weekend is his nephew's christening (his godson); the weekend after that is the bachelor party for that wedding; the weekend after that is the wedding; the weekend after that is the block party and his sister from seattle is comming in (only sister I have left to meet, haha). Pheeeeeeew, I don't care...I love that boy.
My grandma & aunt are leaving for St. Louis to visit my grandma's aunt & uncle on Thursday, and they're comming back on Sunday..4 days to myself!!!!!!! Maybe I'll have to throw a little get together? What do you guys think?
Um, I can't really think of anything else...everything else was pretty much random babbling! Hope everything is okay with everyone else, love you all!! :o)