Ranty rant rant
A bird shit on my head today.
And it pretty much sums up this week.
I think we have a people hating bird in our trees.
Cause Heather has never been shit on by a bird.
And I have never been shit on by a bird.
But in the three months that we have been living here both of us has, right outside our house.
Its out to get us.
In other, cleaner news, Aura is hiring barbacks.
And this cute looking italian place on Hawthorne.
Somebody please just give me a job.
I haven't felt this uncertain about life since I graduated high school. I literaly have no idea what I'm doing. This is a big life change. I've had the same job for almost eight years people.
I'd like for there to be excitement at the prospect of taking my first steps toward my life goal, but since I am still at the 'give my resume to anyone that will take it' stage its more just frustrating and vaguely terrifying.
And it can't just be as simple as "I'd like to find a new job soon" oh no, there are so many other factors involved. Some of these other factors make me feel like I have to get a job NOW, or opportunities will be missed, opportunities that dont fall into my life very often. And then sometimes I think maybe its not even an opportunity at all and after its all said and done I'll find out the truth and then I'll just be mad.(but I'll have a new job and that will be good.) But I'll still be mad that I let it stress me out and that I didn't see things clearly like I should have. Its a stupid situation made more complicated by human interaction.
Do you ever look at your life and wonder "what the fuck am I doing and what do I really want and if what I think I want is what I go after will it even work out?"
Cause I do.
And it pretty much sums up this week.
I think we have a people hating bird in our trees.
Cause Heather has never been shit on by a bird.
And I have never been shit on by a bird.
But in the three months that we have been living here both of us has, right outside our house.
Its out to get us.
In other, cleaner news, Aura is hiring barbacks.
And this cute looking italian place on Hawthorne.
Somebody please just give me a job.
I haven't felt this uncertain about life since I graduated high school. I literaly have no idea what I'm doing. This is a big life change. I've had the same job for almost eight years people.
I'd like for there to be excitement at the prospect of taking my first steps toward my life goal, but since I am still at the 'give my resume to anyone that will take it' stage its more just frustrating and vaguely terrifying.
And it can't just be as simple as "I'd like to find a new job soon" oh no, there are so many other factors involved. Some of these other factors make me feel like I have to get a job NOW, or opportunities will be missed, opportunities that dont fall into my life very often. And then sometimes I think maybe its not even an opportunity at all and after its all said and done I'll find out the truth and then I'll just be mad.(but I'll have a new job and that will be good.) But I'll still be mad that I let it stress me out and that I didn't see things clearly like I should have. Its a stupid situation made more complicated by human interaction.
Do you ever look at your life and wonder "what the fuck am I doing and what do I really want and if what I think I want is what I go after will it even work out?"
Cause I do.