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And only love can last forever.... but forever is SO overrated.
i talked to john last night.. up until like.. i was dead tired and it was 1 in the morning.
were getting thru everything. just like we always will. i know a lot of you think im retarded for staying in this... but i dont care. you dont know how and what i feel. i KNOW why hes scared. i just wish he could trust me as much as i trust him.
i love him. with my whole heart. i would die for him. i would give anything up for him. hes my one and only. no matter what. even if in the future...we part and never speak again... ill know that he was my ONLY REAL TRUE LOVE and that my life would have been the happiest with him.
i hope to god we never run into an obstacle that breaks us apart.
he needs to realize though that im faithful and loyal to him. i mean you guys know how much i talk about him!!
and he also needs to realize that the guys i talk to are just that.
just guys i talk to. half the time im talking about him to those guys.
i dont even really talk to any other guys anymore. in fact... barely any. at all. like teddy... sometimes jake... him and i used to be closer... but he quit skool and i dunno..
he knows our relationship is secure now. i think he finally realized that ive been telling the truth all along.
i love him. with everything that i am.
ive known him for a couple of years now. weve been going out for almost a year. weve been thru hell together. ive cried, ive screamed, ive cut, ive done crazy things.... and he has too. but it matters to me.. because we did this all together.
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onto a dif subject... got up early.. he woke me up and talked to him;) its nice to hear his voice in the morning.
so i got up. dressed really cute.. kinda like.. all black and shiz. dont worry im not trying to be goth.. i just life freaking people out a bit at school sometimes. bright pink lip stick... big shades... pink shadow.. black/pink corset.... black pants... haha. it was sweet.
so i got up.. ate a cookie (FAT ASS.)
and went to chem. it was fun today. but seriously... i CANNOT stop laughing there with britty and mel. jesus h. i almost die sometimes-n-stuff.
so yeah. okay.
and i for sure think talia is hilarious. and leasey and abbie and bex rex.
kthanxbye<3
-Krist (everyone calls me that now. hah.) (no A)
i talked to john last night.. up until like.. i was dead tired and it was 1 in the morning.
were getting thru everything. just like we always will. i know a lot of you think im retarded for staying in this... but i dont care. you dont know how and what i feel. i KNOW why hes scared. i just wish he could trust me as much as i trust him.
i love him. with my whole heart. i would die for him. i would give anything up for him. hes my one and only. no matter what. even if in the future...we part and never speak again... ill know that he was my ONLY REAL TRUE LOVE and that my life would have been the happiest with him.
i hope to god we never run into an obstacle that breaks us apart.
he needs to realize though that im faithful and loyal to him. i mean you guys know how much i talk about him!!
and he also needs to realize that the guys i talk to are just that.
just guys i talk to. half the time im talking about him to those guys.
i dont even really talk to any other guys anymore. in fact... barely any. at all. like teddy... sometimes jake... him and i used to be closer... but he quit skool and i dunno..
he knows our relationship is secure now. i think he finally realized that ive been telling the truth all along.
i love him. with everything that i am.
ive known him for a couple of years now. weve been going out for almost a year. weve been thru hell together. ive cried, ive screamed, ive cut, ive done crazy things.... and he has too. but it matters to me.. because we did this all together.
___________________________________________________
onto a dif subject... got up early.. he woke me up and talked to him;) its nice to hear his voice in the morning.
so i got up. dressed really cute.. kinda like.. all black and shiz. dont worry im not trying to be goth.. i just life freaking people out a bit at school sometimes. bright pink lip stick... big shades... pink shadow.. black/pink corset.... black pants... haha. it was sweet.
so i got up.. ate a cookie (FAT ASS.)
and went to chem. it was fun today. but seriously... i CANNOT stop laughing there with britty and mel. jesus h. i almost die sometimes-n-stuff.
so yeah. okay.
and i for sure think talia is hilarious. and leasey and abbie and bex rex.
kthanxbye<3
-Krist (everyone calls me that now. hah.) (no A)