Nov 08, 2005 22:09
Friday, November 04, 2005
The strongest people during the day..
Are the ones that cry themself to sleep at night..
i mean really! you guys would know if i cheated! it would all be in here! has there been ANYTHING? EVER?
i changed my passwords. he still doesnt believe me. mark didnt text him back so now im sure he doesnt believe me. but i havent talked to mark in a year and a half!
:: sigh ::
but i gave john my password again. and he STILL thinks hes not doing anything wrong. im so scared. is my whole life going to be like this?!
im so fucking sad. i feel like ive lost it all.
im off to work. i need melbell therapy!!!
i FUCKING love you.