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okay... so this is going to be my last pathetic post of high school drama.
for those of you that dont like it.. then DONT read it or listen to it.
stephanie- first of all i didnt "drag" you into this. and yes i do have a right whether you think it or not. and im sure britney IS one of your best friends right now because she has no one else to cling to. tell me after 8 years of being britneys best friend that shes the greatest person youve ever met. i think not. and i also know im not the greatest either. hell i could be one of the worst. but then again. britney would be right down there with me. she started it. im ending it. i dont care if im immature. im doing it my own way. and i could care less. Oh and... the thing about teddy. obviously HES not a great friend either since HES the one that announced the whole "thing" to the whole lunch table. we just took it and carried on..... and yes. i know that sounded bitchy and im being a huge bitch. but i still love you and you make me laugh even if u dont love me.
kessler- thanks for your back up -n- stuff.
kalyn- thanks for giving me advice... but brit and i are wayy past "talking" and i know u like both of us.. and u mean the best.. but its nice to know you care :) <3
britney- im not wasting my time on you. your wasting your time reading my journal then commenting me. this is my place to vent and im not wasting any time because venting is not wasting time. and go ahead. spread rumos about me.
britney you and i have grown up together.. sure we went out a bad way.. we both knew this was coming.. we barely hung out... we barely called eachother .. we started talking behind eachothers back and complaining...etc. im glad we spent the time together because ive had a lotta times pissing my pants and laughing with you. having drunken late night parties at your abandoned house and stuff. your going to make someone elses life very happy and laughy -n- stuff. it just sucks that you couldnt have moved here sooner because maybe we could have patched up our friendship before this exploded. we both talked shit. we were both evil little whores. and we tried making eachothers life hell. mission accomplished for both of us.
maybe... in a while from now. and i mean a WHILE for this to simmer down we can become friends again. after all we DO have the best friend potential. weve made it 8 years. and if we learned both to shape up and be better friends and more honest we could make it a million more. weve hurt eachother beyond recognition and im sorry. but i just had to have my little episode otherwise i would freak out and have to go kill some people. my drama is out.
as for rumors you would like to pick from : o0o0o0o ive slept with people! o0o0o ive done some drugs! o0o0o i drink! o0o0o im a bitch! o0o0o im everything you could possibly say and im proud of it. if people dont like me.. then WOOP DEE FUCKIN DOO. if u wanna judge me on the things ive done then go ahead.
ive got my homies that i need. they love me just the way i am. Mel, Korrina, Johnny, Teddy, kessler, Jake, Matt, Nate, Jon, Elyse, Talia, Abbie, Britty etc etc etc etc.
:: sigh:: wow. this was my FIRST high school drama fight EVER!.
so0o0o. okay you guys can stop bitching. im done. britney got what she deserved. i got what i deserved. were even. this is over. stop bitching. i dont want to hear it. and im not bitching because im sure you dont want to hear it.
kthanxbyefornow<3 (haha. i totally stole that from britty.)
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okay kool. so0o0o.. after skool drove around with nate and dan... i dunno.. umm. then basically went home.. cleaned and did some homework. then went to johnnys... had a break down there cuz i realized for the millionth time that im ugly and fat. which pretty much sucked. so there i sat crying and blah blah. im pathetic but its kool. not really in the mood to go into it.. ill just tell u guys tomorrow.
melanie and korrina... im not even kidding you. i LOVE u guys. i dont know what i would do without you. i HAVE to talk to you tomorrow tho! <3
also... teddy is fun-n-stuff. i enjoy our walks to 7th hour every day to my using computers class. theyre fun.
also.. matt macrander is EFFING HILARIOUS. i mean... hes going to be a comedian when he grows up.
so yeah. lets all find a party to go to this weekend. all this hikes skool ( thats what i used to call it when i was little) drama has got me wound up like a Hmong in Bondage.
i wanna go to canada. i hate amanda rosenau. she makes korrina and mel and i angry.
okay. im going to go do something that doesnt involve staring at a computer screen when i have a headache.
supersweet.
for those of you that dont like it.. then DONT read it or listen to it.
stephanie- first of all i didnt "drag" you into this. and yes i do have a right whether you think it or not. and im sure britney IS one of your best friends right now because she has no one else to cling to. tell me after 8 years of being britneys best friend that shes the greatest person youve ever met. i think not. and i also know im not the greatest either. hell i could be one of the worst. but then again. britney would be right down there with me. she started it. im ending it. i dont care if im immature. im doing it my own way. and i could care less. Oh and... the thing about teddy. obviously HES not a great friend either since HES the one that announced the whole "thing" to the whole lunch table. we just took it and carried on..... and yes. i know that sounded bitchy and im being a huge bitch. but i still love you and you make me laugh even if u dont love me.
kessler- thanks for your back up -n- stuff.
kalyn- thanks for giving me advice... but brit and i are wayy past "talking" and i know u like both of us.. and u mean the best.. but its nice to know you care :) <3
britney- im not wasting my time on you. your wasting your time reading my journal then commenting me. this is my place to vent and im not wasting any time because venting is not wasting time. and go ahead. spread rumos about me.
britney you and i have grown up together.. sure we went out a bad way.. we both knew this was coming.. we barely hung out... we barely called eachother .. we started talking behind eachothers back and complaining...etc. im glad we spent the time together because ive had a lotta times pissing my pants and laughing with you. having drunken late night parties at your abandoned house and stuff. your going to make someone elses life very happy and laughy -n- stuff. it just sucks that you couldnt have moved here sooner because maybe we could have patched up our friendship before this exploded. we both talked shit. we were both evil little whores. and we tried making eachothers life hell. mission accomplished for both of us.
maybe... in a while from now. and i mean a WHILE for this to simmer down we can become friends again. after all we DO have the best friend potential. weve made it 8 years. and if we learned both to shape up and be better friends and more honest we could make it a million more. weve hurt eachother beyond recognition and im sorry. but i just had to have my little episode otherwise i would freak out and have to go kill some people. my drama is out.
as for rumors you would like to pick from : o0o0o0o ive slept with people! o0o0o ive done some drugs! o0o0o i drink! o0o0o im a bitch! o0o0o im everything you could possibly say and im proud of it. if people dont like me.. then WOOP DEE FUCKIN DOO. if u wanna judge me on the things ive done then go ahead.
ive got my homies that i need. they love me just the way i am. Mel, Korrina, Johnny, Teddy, kessler, Jake, Matt, Nate, Jon, Elyse, Talia, Abbie, Britty etc etc etc etc.
:: sigh:: wow. this was my FIRST high school drama fight EVER!.
so0o0o. okay you guys can stop bitching. im done. britney got what she deserved. i got what i deserved. were even. this is over. stop bitching. i dont want to hear it. and im not bitching because im sure you dont want to hear it.
kthanxbyefornow<3 (haha. i totally stole that from britty.)
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okay kool. so0o0o.. after skool drove around with nate and dan... i dunno.. umm. then basically went home.. cleaned and did some homework. then went to johnnys... had a break down there cuz i realized for the millionth time that im ugly and fat. which pretty much sucked. so there i sat crying and blah blah. im pathetic but its kool. not really in the mood to go into it.. ill just tell u guys tomorrow.
melanie and korrina... im not even kidding you. i LOVE u guys. i dont know what i would do without you. i HAVE to talk to you tomorrow tho! <3
also... teddy is fun-n-stuff. i enjoy our walks to 7th hour every day to my using computers class. theyre fun.
also.. matt macrander is EFFING HILARIOUS. i mean... hes going to be a comedian when he grows up.
so yeah. lets all find a party to go to this weekend. all this hikes skool ( thats what i used to call it when i was little) drama has got me wound up like a Hmong in Bondage.
i wanna go to canada. i hate amanda rosenau. she makes korrina and mel and i angry.
okay. im going to go do something that doesnt involve staring at a computer screen when i have a headache.
supersweet.