What's wrong with me? I can't believe I haven't written in my journal in so long! I thought about it yesterday and realized how much I miss writing in here. I've been caught up with this whole Myspace phenomenon and have totally neglected my LJ :( Lots has happened of course in the past year or so. Alex & I are still engaged; planning a wedding takes a lot more time & dedication than I thought. We still want to get married of course but we're taking our time because what's the rush anyway? We want to be able to plan the wedding as stress-free as possible. That and the fact that we bought a house!!!!!!! We're moving to North Carolina in less than 6 months. The house is being built as I type this and it's amazing! 2-story, 2118 square feet, 3 bed/2 1/2 bath + a loft upstairs! And the backyard is huge! The area where we're moving to is so beautiful too! It's not out in the sticks or anything, it's right near the capital of NC but at the same time it feels like a real suburb. It really is amazing. I never thought the first place I would own would be a house, much less one like this. I'm extremely happy & grateful! I will miss leaving Florida but I know we're going to be much happier.
I've also made a complete career change. I decided to go for what I've always dreamed of doing; Acting! I don't see myself doing anything else. I know it's one of the hardest things to do, and there's plenty of heartache and rejection and criticism, but that's what I want to do. Ever since I was little, I've always had this love & passion for movies. As I would watch a movie, I'd pretend to be a part of it. It was pretty funny! Being in Drama in highschool was so much fun! I know it's not going to be as easy but I'm sure it'll still be fun. But no matter what anyone says, I'm going for it. I don't care if you laugh at me for dreaming big, or think I'm not going to make it, because I know what I want and I'm going to work hard to get it. Nothing anyone says or does will derail me from accomplishing my dream. But I know that's not the case. I love you all who believe in me and know I can do it <3. I'm so excited to start auditioning and taking acting classes and what not. So besides that, everything is pretty much the same. I cut my hair the other day. I love "Casino Royale". That movie was actually my inspiration to pursue acting, believe it or not.. lol! Daniel Craig!!!!!!! He was also in "Munich" (Excellent movie!) & "Layer Cake" (also pretty damn good.. hehe). I have some work to do so I'll write a little later on...
Have I ever mentioned I love British slang & terminology? It kicks ass.
Oh and by the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR!