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So I'm going to Islands of Adventure on Sunday with Alex & one of his bestfriends from Maryland that came down to Florida to visit! I'm sooooooooo excited b/c I've never been to IOA before... EVER. I've been to Universal Studios of course, but never IOA. So anyways I can't wait to go! This past week was Kris's birthday (March 1st) so I want to take the time now to say "HaPpY BirThDaY PuPpY!!!!! I hope you had a great birthday!
Man what's up with this weather lately. It's been so gloomy and rainy and COLD! It's not typical March weather for Florida. But then again, what is typical weather down here... it's always freakin changing.
My parents come home tomorrow finally. They've been away for like almost 2 weeks. I miss them a lot. They went to visit my grandfather (my dad's dad) b/c he was really sick & he died this past Saturday. I was depressed about that for a while but the good thing is that my dad got to see him one last time before he passed away and he's in a better place now... =(
I can't wait to start working with the U.S. Post Office already (I don't work for Chili's anymore... it sucked ass). I'm gonna be a full-time clerk, which are the people that are at the actual post offices handling your packages and selling stamps and what not... lol They pay AWESOME ($16+ an hour), full federal benefits, and great hours. Like it's not even considered a job, it's considered a career. But it's not going to be my career obviously. My career is Paramedic/Firefighter as you already know. But I am going to keep the job for a long time until I get hired with a Fire Dept. which probably won't be until 1 or 2 years. So there's my little update for the past week & a half or so. Until next post...
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
The unaquierd dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't - No
I don't want to be this
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I just can't get this song out of my head... I love it.
Man what's up with this weather lately. It's been so gloomy and rainy and COLD! It's not typical March weather for Florida. But then again, what is typical weather down here... it's always freakin changing.
My parents come home tomorrow finally. They've been away for like almost 2 weeks. I miss them a lot. They went to visit my grandfather (my dad's dad) b/c he was really sick & he died this past Saturday. I was depressed about that for a while but the good thing is that my dad got to see him one last time before he passed away and he's in a better place now... =(
I can't wait to start working with the U.S. Post Office already (I don't work for Chili's anymore... it sucked ass). I'm gonna be a full-time clerk, which are the people that are at the actual post offices handling your packages and selling stamps and what not... lol They pay AWESOME ($16+ an hour), full federal benefits, and great hours. Like it's not even considered a job, it's considered a career. But it's not going to be my career obviously. My career is Paramedic/Firefighter as you already know. But I am going to keep the job for a long time until I get hired with a Fire Dept. which probably won't be until 1 or 2 years. So there's my little update for the past week & a half or so. Until next post...
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
The unaquierd dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't - No
I don't want to be this
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I just can't get this song out of my head... I love it.