bummed out...right on!
i just had my first college audition. intense. i went balls out too. there was an older woman in the room and when i said "eat me" she gasped. there was no stopping there though. oh catholic school, you owned me but now i can say fucking in an audition and it feels great.
why is it so weird to have boys in my classes? in my history class, i listened to people say the dumbest shit and i didn't say anything even though i had a ton to say. finally, i was so annoyed with the stupid comments that i just spoke up. it was exciting because it really shut the boys down. it was like, "damnit this girl knows what shes talking about." so i guess i have ua to thank for that.
im seriously going to have to do something about the food situation. i hate the cafeteria food and even if i didnt hate it, i'd rather go hungry than wait in line. im just gonna start having fruit baskets delivered to my dorm. that'd suffice, i think.
i miss my inspiration and all my loves.
but im trying not to think about it.
honestly? im avoiding thinking about it at all costs.
people skateboard to class here and wear cute clothes and everyone is so california.
today i saw this girl that i thought was jane and i got SO excited. sad.
although i havent seen anyone looking like caitlin (cuz i mean..come on...) i still see her everywhere. just california is a constant reminder of her.
email me or send me messages or whatever...it makes my day!!
and just so i remember this:
"i made out with a guy on the daaaaance floor!" - rdc.
i hella love y'all.
ugh just kidding about the hella. if i ever say that and mean it.....go right ahead and punch me.
why is it so weird to have boys in my classes? in my history class, i listened to people say the dumbest shit and i didn't say anything even though i had a ton to say. finally, i was so annoyed with the stupid comments that i just spoke up. it was exciting because it really shut the boys down. it was like, "damnit this girl knows what shes talking about." so i guess i have ua to thank for that.
im seriously going to have to do something about the food situation. i hate the cafeteria food and even if i didnt hate it, i'd rather go hungry than wait in line. im just gonna start having fruit baskets delivered to my dorm. that'd suffice, i think.
i miss my inspiration and all my loves.
but im trying not to think about it.
honestly? im avoiding thinking about it at all costs.
people skateboard to class here and wear cute clothes and everyone is so california.
today i saw this girl that i thought was jane and i got SO excited. sad.
although i havent seen anyone looking like caitlin (cuz i mean..come on...) i still see her everywhere. just california is a constant reminder of her.
email me or send me messages or whatever...it makes my day!!
and just so i remember this:
"i made out with a guy on the daaaaance floor!" - rdc.
i hella love y'all.
ugh just kidding about the hella. if i ever say that and mean it.....go right ahead and punch me.