But I'm sure there's something in a shade of grey...

[pixievixenlily]

So. Today is sort of pensive and perfectly gloomy outside. Kind of hard to argue with that damn barometric pressure. The bastard. My world feels like it is in such an upheaval right now. Everything is changing, and funny as it may seem, that's really difficult for someone like me. Vacations are fine, but permanent change is an entirely different story. I am so confused and not all at the same time and I keep wondering, asking myself anf God and anyone else who will listen: is this real? Is this true? What am I doing with myself? Am I going to cry at the end of this story too? I don't know and I know I can't know, I just still wish I did. I just realized, what a perfectly ASH Wednesday this is. The sky looks like the colour of indifference and lost paths and confusion. Very suiting.
Okay enough brooding I must go greet my public now ;)