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UHHH...i'm still waiting for my results!!! grr...today i did a lot of research and stuff...so i guess i'm prepared for whatever it is...even though if it's something bad i'm going to kick and scream and cry a whole lot! but that's all good...man...errrrgrrrrerrrgrrr. i want to go back to school already, i already had a summer...shit fuck shit! man...so this is what i've been doing...i sit on the computer listen to Jack's Mannequin and Something Corporate and cry! and that's it! except today i'm pissed off because i want the doctor to call. i want to know what it is how i got it...what i need to do to get rid of it...do i need surgery and most of all can i go to school already!! i bet my teachers are like she doesn't care...she is a lazy a$$ but that's not it...i'm tired and anxious and i woke up with night sweats...and then when i was going to put make-up on i looked @ my face and it looks gross...it's all anerxic looking! baggy eyes...pale complection...prolly because i can't sleep at night! oh yeah i'm going to point that red dot on my leg out to the doctor because its a symptom and like he needs to that too. i dunno i love you all! ttyl...and post a comment telling me how school is going!
~Amanda XoxO I'm not your star
~Amanda XoxO I'm not your star