..... < / end silent scream >
Yeah, so the Anxiety Closet is in full effect and I'm just sure that I'm going to open up the doors and there's going to be all this random crap sitting there that needs to be sorted and packed along with all of the stuff in the REAL WORLD and not in my imagination.
When I went to the doctor this week, my blood pressure was a little high - like, "how are you feeling" high, which really means, "lie down and relax before you stroke out" high. It's okay, this is normal. I can do this! And if stuff just gets randomy thrown in a box? Well, that's the way the cookie crumbles. In every move, something gets broken. Let's just hope it's not me and my car breaking down by the side of the road, eighty miles outside of Nowhere, U.S.A.
Besides, that, it's all good! I'm really looking forward to being in a city that people actually go to and not living at the edge of the world where people stop over before flying to Japan or something. And a co-worker said she was going to Austin City Limits and invited me along. It's sounds great, but how does one do that? Is it like South by Southwest? A festival? Or is it like one show. Must do research...
The countdown is on! I'll be baking in the 90 degree Dallas heat in 12 days. Is it too late to freak out?