Dec 27, 2003 00:55
and yet, I still have absolutely nothing to say. Its really a vicious cycle. I'm bored, so I want to update my live journal to give me something to do, and yet since I'm bored it means I'm not doing anything which means that I have nothing to write about. Its not that I want to make some laundry list of all my adventures, I've never been the type to just update with all the stuff I've done in the day, its just that in the course of a normal day or week something will happen that will make me want to write something (normally I don't actually, but thats not the point..hehe). Normally something will happen to me and it will make me have an emotion and then I'll start mapping out how I could write about it in my live journal, but my mind is just so completely blank here that I have no inspiration whatsoever. So now, when I have absolutely nothing to say, is when I actually have time to write it. haha so depressing, and yet so true.
One thing I forgot to mention yesterday when I updated was a funny little incident that happened when my parents and I went to see Return of the King. During one of the many battle scenes two random 40-something guys about 10 rows infront of us get up and decide to have their own battle. They were seriously going to fight each other right there in the middle of the movie theater (completely full movie theater, by the way). It was distracting, and yet still pretty funny because all of a sudden there were two fights to watch. It was almost as if the fighting in the movie had prompted some random pockets of testosterone in these two men.. hahaha The only clue I had as to why the fight started was when one of the men shouted "Don't you care touch my wife again!" At that point the aforementioned wife stood up and tried to calm her husband while the entire crowd found themselves simultaneously annoyed and curious. Literally the entire theater had turned around to see what was going on.. haha Finally, after like a minute and a half it all seemed to end as quickly as it started, but it was still one of the most random things I've ever seen in a movie theater.. haha
And now I've hit a deadend again. Sometimes I wish I had more talent and I would use all my free time to write a novel or reteach myself guitar (like I promised myself I would). I think my problem is that I just don't try. haha That would be the first step, huh? I need to find a better hobby than reading, because its only so fulfilling. And there's really only so long that you can play Pinball and Spider Solitaire before you just want to throw something at the computer screen. Hmm...and now, after this utterly thrilling entry, I think I'll go to sleep because my eyes hurt from the stupid blinking lights of Pinball. grr...only 10 more days.