What to do?
With the daycare closing and a lot of free time on my hands lately (the kids are back in school and it's ON's slow season, so not a lot of hours to give away) I find myself wondering what I want to do with my life.
Yeah, the idea to go back to school came up, but what would I go to school for? Education? I literally (and I say this with all honesty) am a dummy when it comes to anything to do with numbers. The last math class I took was in 1998 - a one credit class that was supposed to be for dummies who needed help and I got a D. Granted I didn't really take college seriously, but all the same I don't get it. I don't get math. My brain isn't wired that way. So, finishing my degree just probably isn't an option. What else ... take some education classes, so I can get in good with a daycare? Last time I applied for a daycare they said I wasn't educated enough, even their helpers had an associates.
Sam has been encouraging me to write. As of now I only write fanfiction for fun and it's not as if I think I'm any good. There is that Clearwater story that's been on the backburner forever. Maybe I should try to write it and see if I can get it published? I'm not sure I can create a whole new world, but writing about my past experiences ... I can do that.
Anyway ... just thinking thoughts. My brain is full of worry these days, wondering what to do about my future.
Yeah, the idea to go back to school came up, but what would I go to school for? Education? I literally (and I say this with all honesty) am a dummy when it comes to anything to do with numbers. The last math class I took was in 1998 - a one credit class that was supposed to be for dummies who needed help and I got a D. Granted I didn't really take college seriously, but all the same I don't get it. I don't get math. My brain isn't wired that way. So, finishing my degree just probably isn't an option. What else ... take some education classes, so I can get in good with a daycare? Last time I applied for a daycare they said I wasn't educated enough, even their helpers had an associates.
Sam has been encouraging me to write. As of now I only write fanfiction for fun and it's not as if I think I'm any good. There is that Clearwater story that's been on the backburner forever. Maybe I should try to write it and see if I can get it published? I'm not sure I can create a whole new world, but writing about my past experiences ... I can do that.
Anyway ... just thinking thoughts. My brain is full of worry these days, wondering what to do about my future.