Moping
I'm not sure why I'm doing this ... it's been so long, but something made me wander onto this old journal thing and well, here I am updating. I'm in a pissed mood right now, well, actually pissed and depressed. I have no life. I mean I do, but most of it is spent taking care of my daughter. This is not a bad thing ... I love being a mother, but sometimes I just wanna have some adult time. I want to get out and see my husband's shows, but of course the whole issue of finding someone to give up their evening for me and watch Audrey is just out of the question. That person doesn't exist. I wish I lived near my parents. My husband's parents live nearby ... 10 minutes in fact, but my Mother in Law works afternoons and her husband works days, so Saturday is their day and night to spend together. I totally understand this, but it still makes me depressed.
Well, I shouldn't be moping so much. I have been able to see 3 of Sam's shows. I'm just so jealous of Jon and Erin. They have both set of parents living nearby and their child is taken by one set every other weekend overnight. Sigh.
Well, my whole life isn't so bad. I'm just having a moment. It will pass.
Well, I shouldn't be moping so much. I have been able to see 3 of Sam's shows. I'm just so jealous of Jon and Erin. They have both set of parents living nearby and their child is taken by one set every other weekend overnight. Sigh.
Well, my whole life isn't so bad. I'm just having a moment. It will pass.