look what laur made me :D w0o0o * my name is nikki and this is my live journal. i probably wont make new friends on here cause i only made it so i could talk to my tod friends. so yeah :p i will write more tommorow.
Re: N*Dishottttnessn0rababeeJune 14 2004, 13:03:10 UTC
hey baby! today was soo f.ucked up. steven came in late & smelled like cigs. ummm he went behide my back & smoked. he got into a fight with his mom or something & like needed to get less stressed. well he LIED TO ME. he wouldnt tell me he smoked intil i started to cry & all this sh/it. great. it was really bad =\ were okay now. i told him i can forgive him, but nikki - seriously. that really got to me. we got into an " upset agurment " he went home. i cried all day. its just hard nikki, because he promised me he wouldnt & now i feel hard with trust yano? he cut himseld & like freaked out & all this stuff, & it just makes me upset that he does that. & that he lied to me. jesus nikki, things get hard - dont they? were okay nikki & i love steven, i cant breakup with him, but he did lie. he say he wont ever do it again, he better not. or i will die. its just hard to be without him & all day i felt like it was my falut. i dont know why i get like this. i know hes sorry, & one day i will mess up, but still =\ it hurt. anways, i got proactive today :D hopefully my face will claer up. i hate my skin. it got sorta bad this year. its not like acne but i still feel ugly =\ YOU BETTER PASS YOUR LICENSE TEST TODAY! or elseeee :P lol, i bet you will do awesome! all of our diaries are alike :D we are awesome. i dont really care about having lj friends, i just like writing & having u guys <3 i love YOU SO MUCH!
i love YOU SO MUCH!
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