February - Scott Bairstow quote

Feb 11, 2008 00:53

//locked from Edward because he is too nosy for his own good and Bella just in case //

It was not long after she started at Forks High that I told Edward I saw Bella becoming a part of our family one day. He had the biggest attraction to her, scent-wise, than any of us ever could have dreamt of having. That wasn't really the reason behind her becoming one of us, though and he knew it. I could see the two of them becoming what they did and then her being changed. He wasn't entirely pleased with that vision of the future, but what did he expect me to do about it? I didn't create it. Technically, he did.

He always spoke about how he was never able to fully understand Bella. She always did the unexpected in his view of things. Naturally, he blamed it on not being able to read her thoughts. I blame it on the fact that even though my brother may be more intuitive than most, he'll never be able to understand someone like Bella Swan. Not many people do, but that's not really the point. Bella isn't like one of Edward's brothers or sisters. She's something else entirely to him and just as I will not always understand the things Jasper does or he understand me, the same would be for Edward and Bella.

I heard their conversation when she came by the house. It's a funny thing how I'm not able to look into the future and see any of Bella's anymore. There are small bits while she's at home or at school, but nothing else. I didn't see the new boy she's involved with rescue her from the crazy stunt she pulled a few months back and I didn't see us passing right by her the day Edward came back with us to Forks. It's a bit frustrating, not being able to know. I guess I understand a little of Edward's frustration of not being able to read her thoughts.

There was one point I saw her becoming a part of our family even more so than she had been at one time and still is really. Now I'm not able to see years into the future much less a week or a few days.
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