this is the sound of settling...

[pixiesdilemma]

going to bed alone is starting to get really stale.

i want to lay down and talk on the phone. my favourite phone partner isn't home. yuck.
my body aches all over. a weird ache that i'm sort of scared of because it's really strange.
please don't get sick for tomorrow night.

i was over him until today. fuuuuck.
hopefully tomorrow night will fix that.

our patio is beautiful. i appreciate it so much.

i'm going to brockville next thursday for a few days. my boss is driving me. hello akward.

i wish i could throw up to make my belly stop aching.