May 26, 2005 15:40
Wow is it like the month to appologize or come out and say what you really are thinking and want to say. If that is the case let me in on that shit. I have so much shit to say its not even funny. Lets see where to start.......
Kelley: Im sorry i cant be there for you when you need someone to talk to or to cry on someones shoulder. I wish i could be there for you more. And damn it women start to say things when you really want to. I know it will piss people off but atleast you will get out what you want to say. And will make you feel better about the situation.
Dani:I wish i could hang out with you more then i do. But we have already talked about it. Above on Kelleys goes for you too. And you know what i am talking about.
Jemima: I wish we hung out more and were a lil closer. Its almost like we have kind of drifted apart. But i guess there is nothing we can really do about it.
Kelly: There is soo much i want to say to you. Some of it is gonna piss you off but i cant help that. I have held it in for way to long. And after you think about what all i have said you will understand my reasoning for it. You are graduated now. And you are also 18. That means that your running and you know snorting this and smoking that has to either slow down or come to a stop. When you graduate and shit thats when you grow up and get a job and shit. And i feel you have used me in the past and that really hurts me and pisses me off at the same time. You have not hung out with me since... well since fucking Casper was here. I feel you got close to me in that month because i allowed you and Casper to stay here. You dont have to use people to get what you want Kelly. That is not how friendship works. And then you up and dissapearing for like a week without telling anyone that you were leaving that Monday. Yeh we all knew you were leaving but didnt know when. Kelley and her mother are nice enough to let you live there without paying rent and shit. And you take that to your advantage. Half the time you dont even stay there. You are every where else but there. And that is wrong. Think about what you are doing before you lose alot of your friends Kelly. You have changed. And its not for the good. Im sorry if this has pissed you off but i have held this in for long enough. I love you and care about you and that is why i am saying what i am saying. If i didnt care id just let you go on doing what you are doing. I think i am pretty much said what i have wanted to say. I love all of you guys. And i wouldnt trade any of you for that stars and the moon. You are all one of a kind and you cant find people like you any where.