hair.....=Cut?

[pixiepunk31131]

ok i did cut my hair but no that short and i can't becasue of drill i really got it fixed soo yeah... it looks great but my mom is not done with it... she still has to angle it soo yeah... went to the mall say KD and her mom... it's a shame that we are not friends anymore i kinda miss her but i can't believe should would say some really means things... the canadian... but what ever... well yeah her mom saw me and said hi and i said hi back u know not thinking anything of it then as i walked away i could just hear KD say "mom i'm not friends with her anymore" and then i just broke down... i've been doing that alot latly... i had another one of my break downs last night i don't know what is wromg with me... i don't get it anymore... i use to not be able to stop my wakkyness and i wanted to change but know that i have it's really hard to be wakky... alot of downers no one has really noticed but yeah...like alot of people say u don't want to go to another state and start all over but i do... but really if only one person could come with me and that would be jess... well yeah... i hate my brother and my sister... they always make me feel like shit and always put me down... but what ever i don't care anymore... i really want to get as far away from here as i can... really... no joke i want to go to like boarding school or something...

soo yeah march 1st heart doctor and well yeah... I saw franni today she is a nurse at my doctors office and i told her about how i almost passed out on saturday and she started to yell at me because the doctor told me to take it easy this week end and i didn't soo now she said to not to do drill and i laughed in her face... it was funny... well anyways right now i am talking to monika and making plans to go to the movies this friday... i miss her soo much and gooch imed me... what ever tlak to u later... bye xoxoxox muah!