Go Mavs. We gonna make your golden bridge fall down.
Whoooo. I don't know about everyone else, but this time of the year is crazy! The weekends come and I totally forget about all the stuff I have to do and end up doing none of it. I have a second interview downtown tomorrow, and i'm pretty confident I will get the job. I don't want to blow it though, so pretend I didn't say anything. It's hard not to be nervous, I want it so bad.
I need to start looking for an apartment. The house I used to house sit is up for rent, but i don't think I could afford it. It would have a little backyard for a puglet though, and covered parking!
I'm excited about my birthday. I hope you all can come. I just want to hang out and do fun things with fun people. No weirdness, all hugs and happiness.
In continuation of the last post. How do I give off the vibe, friendly but absolutely not looking for romance? I have not mastered this, and I don't have much experience in the world of this. I grew up all through high school being on a mixed sex tennis team, and I just don't know how to do this whole thing. I'm so used to buddy-buddy and not having to establish "hey we are friends". I just want to do my own thing, and I get scared/weirded out when guys think I am interested in them or whatever. It even makes me mad at times. I just don't understand how, just because i'm single, guys think i'm "available," and then it really pisses me off when they think they can put their hands on me, like tickle me or put their hand on my shoulder or something. I HATE THAT. It's one thing if I know you and we are friends, I'm a hugger, as people know. I just don't know how to communicate "no" without seeming rude. It just infuriates me, and makes me think that they are trying to control me or something. I read somewhere, that in body language, you only touch people you feel superior to, and when you pat someone on the back while hugging them, you are being insincere. FYI.
I need to start looking for an apartment. The house I used to house sit is up for rent, but i don't think I could afford it. It would have a little backyard for a puglet though, and covered parking!
I'm excited about my birthday. I hope you all can come. I just want to hang out and do fun things with fun people. No weirdness, all hugs and happiness.
In continuation of the last post. How do I give off the vibe, friendly but absolutely not looking for romance? I have not mastered this, and I don't have much experience in the world of this. I grew up all through high school being on a mixed sex tennis team, and I just don't know how to do this whole thing. I'm so used to buddy-buddy and not having to establish "hey we are friends". I just want to do my own thing, and I get scared/weirded out when guys think I am interested in them or whatever. It even makes me mad at times. I just don't understand how, just because i'm single, guys think i'm "available," and then it really pisses me off when they think they can put their hands on me, like tickle me or put their hand on my shoulder or something. I HATE THAT. It's one thing if I know you and we are friends, I'm a hugger, as people know. I just don't know how to communicate "no" without seeming rude. It just infuriates me, and makes me think that they are trying to control me or something. I read somewhere, that in body language, you only touch people you feel superior to, and when you pat someone on the back while hugging them, you are being insincere. FYI.