Dec 15, 2005 20:44
well, i figure i should update.
i am currently making mashed potatoes for the party in government tomorrow.
they're boiling as i type.
i've been thinking about my livejournal "friends only"..just because. but then there's the people that read that i enjoy but lack livejournals, and also sometimes people don't always sign in before checking their friends page, so it would seem as though i never EVER post. so i'm not sure yet..but i am thinking about it.
today in country club mall i was on the phone with angela and this guy acted like i dropped something, but nothing was actually on the ground. i gave him a confused look and he pointed at my face. i kept walking. later on after purchasing some items i had to pass by him again, but this time i wasn't on the phone.
he waved me over and pointed at the ground and said, "i think you dropped your smile.."
i went to tower and saw that jimmy eat world has put out a new 5 song cd. i listened to it and was immediately seduced and purchased it.
there are post-its all over my bed. sometimes they make me feel rich.
i'm really glad tomorrow is friday. it marks not only the weekend but the 2 weeks off that we get. something i always look forward to eagerly every year.
i've been careless. & i've been selfish. & wrapped up in things i probably shouldn't be wrapped up in. & i didn't dial your number. & i haven't said the right things. & i've treated you like a little girl does an old doll she no longer has interest in. & i've been a bad friend.
and i'm sorry.
sigh. my leg hair has grown quite rapidly. i have not shaved since the cruise and it's grown to a great length and has become soft.
what a wonderful achievement i have made.
everyday i get a little closer, dear
will you love me darling, when i get there
i'll need sunshine
i'll need rest
pour us whiskey, water-kissed