bad habits

[pixieponcho]

drinking quality...
weak hands.
let's just...
the shouting, the shaking
watch the dark,
follow me home.
an excuse
a hurt
a shell
a light
an ache
a hole
a number
a case
a cigarette
a thank you
some pills
some sad girls
some sad boys
some songs
some smells
some colors
some slips
some words
the eyes
the scent
the marks
the photos
the sheets
the car
the ringing
the singing

"you can't hold it in your hand
it won't bow to your demands
there's no difference you can make
there's no difference you can make
and if it seems like an accident
a collage of senselessness
you weren't looking hard enough
i wasn't looking hard enough"

drinking quality...
weak hands.
let's just...
the shouting, the shaking
watch the dark,
follow me home.
an excuse
a hurt
a shell
a light
an ache
a hole
a number
a case
a cigarette
a thank you
some pills
some sad girls
some sad boys
some songs
some smells
some colors
some slips
some words
the eyes
the scent
the marks
the photos
the sheets
the car
the ringing
the singing

the same songs
the same smoke
some passes
some money
an inhale
an exhale

let's just...
some meaning
a message
the words