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It is chilly here.
I haven't updated here in a very long time, and so very many things have changed. I'm sure that a rare few of you are still reading though - and while I can't promise that this entry will be less angsty than the previous hundred, I know that I've become a very different thing. Or perhaps not so much. c
Off the top of my head, the main things that have happened are:
worked for Essensuals/Toni and Guy
moved twice
cat grew up
permed my hair
spent time in london
made things
took up diving
going back to school
yes. yes.
perhaps I'm just getting dry in my old age.
Recently I feel that I'm becoming something strangely prim, and conservative.
(not in the anti-gay-marriage way, just in the withdrawing, antisocial, p's and q's, and baking, and traditional gender roles way)
I've found myself wanting Longchamp bags and wishing that I looked like Blair Waldord. Effff, I'd love to be Blair Waldorf.
Yes, the navy blue is calling me, and I am calling back. I've ordered peal earrings off the internet. I'm looking for pearl earring appropriate clothing in my wardrobe. I'm wishing that I was not covered in bunnies and squids and power buttons. Oh well. What can one do about it now? Nothing, but perhaps wearing collared blouses and making sure there is hoisery/pants on at mot times.
I'd like to go see my therapist - not only because I'm slowing going Stepford but also because of reasons I'm not sure about. Getting fidgety; there are only so many things that can be at right angles to one another.
I haven't updated here in a very long time, and so very many things have changed. I'm sure that a rare few of you are still reading though - and while I can't promise that this entry will be less angsty than the previous hundred, I know that I've become a very different thing. Or perhaps not so much. c
Off the top of my head, the main things that have happened are:
worked for Essensuals/Toni and Guy
moved twice
cat grew up
permed my hair
spent time in london
made things
took up diving
going back to school
yes. yes.
perhaps I'm just getting dry in my old age.
Recently I feel that I'm becoming something strangely prim, and conservative.
(not in the anti-gay-marriage way, just in the withdrawing, antisocial, p's and q's, and baking, and traditional gender roles way)
I've found myself wanting Longchamp bags and wishing that I looked like Blair Waldord. Effff, I'd love to be Blair Waldorf.
Yes, the navy blue is calling me, and I am calling back. I've ordered peal earrings off the internet. I'm looking for pearl earring appropriate clothing in my wardrobe. I'm wishing that I was not covered in bunnies and squids and power buttons. Oh well. What can one do about it now? Nothing, but perhaps wearing collared blouses and making sure there is hoisery/pants on at mot times.
I'd like to go see my therapist - not only because I'm slowing going Stepford but also because of reasons I'm not sure about. Getting fidgety; there are only so many things that can be at right angles to one another.