ive been dumped
well....since my last update, and quite alot has happened... things with one guy didnt work out, so i went to another...and things were fine usually, but just now, i got dumped. sure, it lasted a total of about 3 weeks, but it still hurts. alot. he doesnt seem to understand that i want to help him, i want him to be happy, and i know some of the things he's going through right now. but apparently im an emotional rollercoaster, im driving him crazy, and he just cant handle all this drama... well... i was talking to my friend today, because a similar thing happened to her, between the same 2 people (the on who just dumped me, and his best friend) as she was saying, this seems to be a cycle... my now former boyfriend would hook up with a girl, then his friend would start to hit on her alot, they would be upset with eachother, then my x bf would forgive him, then they'd be upset again, then my x bf would forgive him again and so on. well... my now x bf is not a very forgiving person, but i assume that the best friend role would have some effect on that. but my gf that i was talking to today mentioned some eerie similarities between her experience with these 2.... and im beginning to think that maybe...idk...history is repeating itself, and that somehow they both knew that this is what was going to happen...???!!! ... well...idk... im really upset right now... i guess i'll just talk to ya all layta! everyone has to be happy so i can try to be happy...ok!?!?