Nov 16, 2010 12:18
Oh dear Christ I have no concentration abilities today. I thought, okay, so I'm super distracted and whatever so I'll listen to the stupidly depressing Funeral for a Friend album that usually makes me quite depressed because if there's anything that makes you less distracted it's feeling like rubbish. But guess what. It is not working. Either this album is not actually as depressing as I thought it was, or I just have waaaaaaaaaay too much anti-concentration stuff in my brain. I am so infinitely glad my office-mates are not in today, because I would be reeeeeeeeally frustrating to deal with today. Earlier on, I basically talked C's ear off for a good fifteen minutes straight because you know, what's going on with me is SO IMPORTANT and SO FREAKING INTERESTING.
I'm sitting here with my sandals off, fifteen billion windows open with all the work I've done in the past month in them, facebook open, headphones in and singing along to FFAF under my breath. I feel like I've had about three macchiatos (macchiati?) and a huge RedBull. Wtf brain. Way to have too many chemicals.
So you guys remember how Jerkface did that thing were he lied to me for an entiiiiire year? Well, turns out that hasn't actually put me off trusting people. I was originally kinda worried that I was going to just Never Trust Again because of how painful it was to deal with being lied to, but apparently Rational Thought is winning because this guy is not Jerkface and therefore does not have to act the same way. Go rational thought! Now I just wish I knew when we were seeing each other again, so I can stop being crazy distracted.
being distracted,
omg wtf