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May 28, 2005 05:10

Its over. Its done. Its gone. Brandon broke up with me. Right after I found out he fucked some other chick. Fucking bitch, too. She kept yelling at him while he was talking to me. Hope he kicks her to the curb. I NEVER fucking yelled at him. Never raised my voice. Yet hes fuckin her and I'm sittin here with a broken heart.

Funny thing is...I had NO idea, what-so-fucking-ever, that this was coming!! Everything was so great, so fun, so amazing, so perfect. I'm just so shocked. I dont get it. I just dont understand.

It's like a knife
Through the heart
And it all comes apart
It's like someone takes a pin to your balloon
It's a hole
It's a cave
It's kinda like a grave
When he tells you that he's found somebody new

Why they call it fallin
Now I know

My eyes havent been dry in hours. I hate this feeling. I'm sick of this always happening to me. Everyone says i'm such a beautiful, amazing, caring, etc. person, but I always get shit on! I just dont fuckin get it.

I know people are going to hate me for saying this...but I still care about him. So much. I'd go back to him in a heartbeat. I'd forgive him. But I know I'll never get that chance.

Pretty girl is suffering,
while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
what his intentions were about

And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head
And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head

Its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you fall in love

I really was falling for him. He was so good to me. I'm so confused. This is all a nightmare, right? I'll wake up and everything will be fine...please???

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
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