Apr 17, 2007 21:10
Just letting off some steam really... I'm sat in a pile of coursework I have to do for tomorrow that's gonna take me hours. I know it's my own fault, and I'm really pissed off at yself for not doing it over the holidays when I had loads of time. And I'm sat here on the internet right now, not doing my work. I just can't seem to do it when I'm at home.
I'm so sick of college as well, I feel so old in my lessons; I can't seem to have decent conversations I seem to be on a totally different wavelength to them, and I get weird looks from them when I get a book out to read when I've finished my work. Bah, I guess it's only 6 weeks left. One good thing is that my exams are all in June, and spread out, so I won't get TOO stressed.
I've only got 9 days to make a decision about which Uni I want to go to... I've seen them all, and I'm still no closer to deciding. I'm really sick to death of everyone saying "You should do this.." or "I bet you'll do this..." or "This is best for you..." I mean, I know they're trying to help, but it's MY decision, and I want to make it on my own. My parents are asking when they can talk to me about my decision, and I just said "I haven't made my decision yet!!" and stormed out, which wasn't the best way to say it really. I just feel so stressed right now. And so, so tired.