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i'm still here. i'm tired all the time.
geo is supposed to be here today or tomorrow, but hes emo and says hes not having fun driving around the country. i think we'll have fun if he comes up here. we can do fun, small-town type things. kitchy(sp?) and such.
ive finally realized how friggin upstate i am and i think i kind of hate it. i think id rather be in colorado right now, but its probably because i dont have too many friends yet. i felt this way about colorado when i first moved there too. well, like this just not so crazy. there was a lot of crazy happening in colorado. also, i hear its already snowing there. fuck. its supposed to snow here next week. i hate snow so fucking much.
hating just makes thing worse though. i'm accepting where i am and doing what i can to be happy with what i have in my life right now. i just hope my shitty little heater things work when it gets super cold.
ive decided i hate beards and i think theyre totally unattractive and just make a guy look dirty and homeless and gross. there is NOTHING cool about looking like that. i like my men to look like they give a shit about themselves enough to shower and shave.
wow. im glad i got that out. i feel so much better about everything now. but seriously, fuck beards. theyre stupid and scratchy and gross. shave. your. face.
haha. that just reminded me... i was shaving my cooter the other day and all of a sudden the fucking hot water ran out and, well, i had only half shaved. haha. it was funny. a little uncomfortable but i finally fixed it. my building is shitty and old.
well i just got a phone call i didnt want and now im in a shitty fucking mood.
bye.
geo is supposed to be here today or tomorrow, but hes emo and says hes not having fun driving around the country. i think we'll have fun if he comes up here. we can do fun, small-town type things. kitchy(sp?) and such.
ive finally realized how friggin upstate i am and i think i kind of hate it. i think id rather be in colorado right now, but its probably because i dont have too many friends yet. i felt this way about colorado when i first moved there too. well, like this just not so crazy. there was a lot of crazy happening in colorado. also, i hear its already snowing there. fuck. its supposed to snow here next week. i hate snow so fucking much.
hating just makes thing worse though. i'm accepting where i am and doing what i can to be happy with what i have in my life right now. i just hope my shitty little heater things work when it gets super cold.
ive decided i hate beards and i think theyre totally unattractive and just make a guy look dirty and homeless and gross. there is NOTHING cool about looking like that. i like my men to look like they give a shit about themselves enough to shower and shave.
wow. im glad i got that out. i feel so much better about everything now. but seriously, fuck beards. theyre stupid and scratchy and gross. shave. your. face.
haha. that just reminded me... i was shaving my cooter the other day and all of a sudden the fucking hot water ran out and, well, i had only half shaved. haha. it was funny. a little uncomfortable but i finally fixed it. my building is shitty and old.
well i just got a phone call i didnt want and now im in a shitty fucking mood.
bye.