KABOOM!
wednesday the weather was just too fabulous. more like late april or may then febuary. i enjoyed it thoroughly. in the evening nick called and plainly said he was gona pick me up. kinda funny seeing as how i usually just take the bus. he surprised me with doug's 1993 mazda RX7 (i am definitely not a car person. i can't believe i remember the name, especially since it's one of those that's just numbers/letters). it was sooo hot. i am very anxious in cars, and going too fast. but i fucking loved it. really fun. it made me happy that nick could see that i appreciate a thing that he's into. poor doug was very nervous, and ever so relieved when we- i mean the car- returned in one piece.
so later nick (and i) ended up in the shower, blah blah blah... the kitchen, and then the basement. when there was a noise and surprise! yana announced that she was home. and i think i started to freak out for some stupid reason. my memory is foggy after that. but somehow we made it upstairs cus i woke up groggy in nick's bed. he helped me piece everything together, and we both ended up finding it actually very entertaining, and hot. it pleased me that he saw how much fun i can be, once i finally come out of my shell.
ps- alchemy was really fun last night. i'm glad i finally went.
i went to my perscription shrink. we talked about things. like how i'm an overly laid back a.d.d. type, and nick must be a hyperactive a.d.d. type. for his type cigarettes help to relax, to a more normal level. wheere as a person with my type uses something to get an edge. WORD.
so then he said he hoped we were using affective birth control cus if we had a kid it would be waaaay too a.d.d. for one person.
i said, "um, yeah. if we had a kid it would just explode. kaboom." hehe, fatal a.d.d.
so later nick (and i) ended up in the shower, blah blah blah... the kitchen, and then the basement. when there was a noise and surprise! yana announced that she was home. and i think i started to freak out for some stupid reason. my memory is foggy after that. but somehow we made it upstairs cus i woke up groggy in nick's bed. he helped me piece everything together, and we both ended up finding it actually very entertaining, and hot. it pleased me that he saw how much fun i can be, once i finally come out of my shell.
ps- alchemy was really fun last night. i'm glad i finally went.
i went to my perscription shrink. we talked about things. like how i'm an overly laid back a.d.d. type, and nick must be a hyperactive a.d.d. type. for his type cigarettes help to relax, to a more normal level. wheere as a person with my type uses something to get an edge. WORD.
so then he said he hoped we were using affective birth control cus if we had a kid it would be waaaay too a.d.d. for one person.
i said, "um, yeah. if we had a kid it would just explode. kaboom." hehe, fatal a.d.d.