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im leaving in 6 days. are you gonna miss me??
god, this whole pierre situation is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucked up. i dont even understand it, so i wont even begin to try to explain it. we are just the most pathedic people tho. we cant spend 1 day without seeing eachother or talking to eachother. i tried to cut him off, and it didnt work. we had sex last night. and fri hes renting a hotel room to have sex allll night. but he has a "girlfriend". shes a bitch, i dont like her. but yeah. VERY complicated. im gonna miss him sooo much when i leave. even after all the fights we've had (we cant spend a day 2gether without gettin in a fight) i still love him. stupid me. we just click sooo well. we are best friends, and i dunno. its like we are soo opposite that it makes us the same. i dunno. but have you ever had someone where you feel soo comfortable around? someone you can be yourself? someone who knows you sooo well that they can know exactly what your thinking? me and him do it all the time. i say somethin and i know exactly what hes gonna say. im gonna miss him sooo much. but its for the best that i leave. i can finally have a life up there. theres family, i can get a job, go to school full time. GAMBLE!!! i cant wait for that one...=) only needa be 19 to smoke, drink, and gamble!! HAHAHA!! but i dont drink or smoke. oh well, its nice to know that i can if i wanted to.
***JES and SARAH we need to hang out again before i leave***
god, this whole pierre situation is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucked up. i dont even understand it, so i wont even begin to try to explain it. we are just the most pathedic people tho. we cant spend 1 day without seeing eachother or talking to eachother. i tried to cut him off, and it didnt work. we had sex last night. and fri hes renting a hotel room to have sex allll night. but he has a "girlfriend". shes a bitch, i dont like her. but yeah. VERY complicated. im gonna miss him sooo much when i leave. even after all the fights we've had (we cant spend a day 2gether without gettin in a fight) i still love him. stupid me. we just click sooo well. we are best friends, and i dunno. its like we are soo opposite that it makes us the same. i dunno. but have you ever had someone where you feel soo comfortable around? someone you can be yourself? someone who knows you sooo well that they can know exactly what your thinking? me and him do it all the time. i say somethin and i know exactly what hes gonna say. im gonna miss him sooo much. but its for the best that i leave. i can finally have a life up there. theres family, i can get a job, go to school full time. GAMBLE!!! i cant wait for that one...=) only needa be 19 to smoke, drink, and gamble!! HAHAHA!! but i dont drink or smoke. oh well, its nice to know that i can if i wanted to.
***JES and SARAH we need to hang out again before i leave***