bizzar world..
WHY..i must always feel confused is complelty beyond me..i just hate it..always.. i just feel like i dont knwo what i want..its all blurry..i feel like no one is like ever there..and i know at school..i have like the majority of like maybe three friends that wont betray me..i wont say who..they my do some thing before this gets posted..lets keep my fingers crossed..i feel as i screw everything up..i cant type i cant talk i cant do anyhting..it always seems to mess up.. and now here i sit..once more.being the loser i am..typing in this..when in reality..no one reads it unless im all..oo i updated my LJ how fun..BUT NO...its ok..i dont want it to be read..i can careless..but yet..i still sit here..typing away..so no is the time..where i stop complaining..and get over it..thats what ill do..when im ready..and i seem to not be..