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I gave up hope on ever talking to him again.
He called me.
I gave up hope on seeing him.
I saw him.
I gave up hope on him ever feeling like I wanted him to.
He confessed his feelings.
What if I give up hope on finally getting the closure I want, and being able to get what I want? Will it happen?
Just when I had given up hope on everything and anything dealing with him, just when I thought he was out of my life for good, he comes back.
And complicates things...EVERYTHING.
And he couldn't have had worse timing.
This has been one of the most stressful weeks of my life, not dealing with school work.
Sunday...I saw him.
Monday...bad ummentionable things happened. (do not ask!)
Wedneday...he called me, and we talked for over an hour.
Today...I had a flat tire and sat in the school parking lot for an hour.
What shall this weekend hold?
He called me.
I gave up hope on seeing him.
I saw him.
I gave up hope on him ever feeling like I wanted him to.
He confessed his feelings.
What if I give up hope on finally getting the closure I want, and being able to get what I want? Will it happen?
Just when I had given up hope on everything and anything dealing with him, just when I thought he was out of my life for good, he comes back.
And complicates things...EVERYTHING.
And he couldn't have had worse timing.
This has been one of the most stressful weeks of my life, not dealing with school work.
Sunday...I saw him.
Monday...bad ummentionable things happened. (do not ask!)
Wedneday...he called me, and we talked for over an hour.
Today...I had a flat tire and sat in the school parking lot for an hour.
What shall this weekend hold?