why bother wondering when wonderings all you've got

[pixiefizz]

Hey theres really nothing new and exciting with me but i felt like updating so deal with it, its been really beautiful here and i wish i could just get a job at some cute cafe or store or bar, there are so many opportunities and montreal in the summer would be amazing. but i miss my family and i wouldn't be able to live without swimming and the ocean. hopefully i dont drown myself in it this summer, all alone. im officially depressed in advance for the summer, now that ian is going away i have hardly anyone once everyone goes to camp. hopefully daniel will cuddle me (pleeease...)
hopefully i can get like 5 jobs and make loads of money. to pay for my concert problem... i still have possibly 4 more concerts and 4 more exams... i'm fucked for school, its quite unfortunate really. but im going to see the stars, moneen, underoath and silverstein still so i have stuff to look forward to! yay!
okay i miss you home people especially my family... take care
dont forget me